Everytime I think of my friend, I get so frustrated I just want to explode. -.-
A couple days ago, she kept saying 'shoes' in a very annoying way,
And everytime I tried to say something, she'd interrupt and say it.
{Despite my glares and obvious looks of non-amusement, she kept laughing and saying it}
So I said I wasn't going to talk to her for the rest of the day if she continued, which she did.
She got really mad at me because she claimed she hadn't said it. She had said 'shoooooeee',
But apparently not finished the word, even though she had.
So she was mad at me for ignoring her, even though I had warned her I would.
{I've ranted about three other times on this thread, so I won't repeat everything, but she's done A LOT to get on my nerves}
{Plus, we have nothing in common, and she complains about it, but still gets mad at me for not hanging out with her}
Lately I've been trying to get away from her, to not hang out where I usually do, and where she hangs out.
I don't want to just come out and say, "Sorry, I don't want to be friends anymore kthnxbai",
Well, I do want to say that, but I don't even want to imagine her reaction. x________x
So I just try to not talk to her as much. I found it to be ineffective.
"WHY ARE YOU QUIET TODAY? ARE YOU IGNORING ME AGAIN?" That was her reaction.
-Headdesk-
And she'll say things like, "You're so lazy." I know I am, that's not offensive to me at all,
{Not sarcasm...I really am one of the laziest people I know xD }
But she'll be like, "Omg sorry did I offend you? Sorry...I didn't want you to get offended."
If you didn't wan to offend me, why did you say that in the first place?
But then she'll say things that are really offensive and she doesn't realize it. Dx
And, every. single. chance. she. gets,
I hear, "You're too skinny." "You're so skinny" "How are you so skinny?" "I'm so fat!" "I wish I was like you"
"You need to stop being so skinny" "Dude, you're so freaking skinny" "You make me feel fat"
"How are you so skinny if you hate sports so much?!" DUDE. Can you stop ranting about how I look?
She complains about my appearance, the fact that I wear makeup, the fact that I hate sports, the fact that I eat like a horse,
The fact that I've changed since 1st grade {dude, really?}, the fact that I don't text her, and so many other things.
She mostly complains about how I stopped hanging out with her as much because I found a different friend who actually has things in common with me and doesn't complain about me most of the time. Well, sorry for not wanting to hang out with someone who bitches at me more than they talk to me and doesn't understand that I don't want to talk to them 24/7.
She also laughs at things that irritate me, and whenever I'm really mad or upset about something,
She's laughing because she thinks it's funny.
At least her texting rampage is over. She used to text me every day. And if I didn't respond,
"why arent u txtin back?" "duuuude?!" "why dont u txt me anymore?" "txt meeeeeee!"
I don't like texting people very much, especially not when they're texting me every single hour.
And if she asks me if I want to hang out and I say no because I don't want to,
"why not?!" my mom said no. "why did she say no?!" all she said was no "that's sh*tty!"
And she does that to me almost every weekend. Or sometimes I just don't respond at all,
Then she texts me several more times, calls my cellphone a few times, and then calls my housephone.
If I don't answer, she yells at me when we go back to school.
And...we just aren't the same kind of people.
I hate using labels, but I have to for an example,
Trying pairing up a 'scene' girl and a sports/video game-obssessed girl"
Or someone who doesn't care about being a freak in public {me}, and someone who's too refuses to that {her}.
And try to picture two people like that together. It may sound clique-ish,
And you may say there have been situations where two people like that got along perfectly fine together,
I'm sure there are situations where it works perfectly fine together,
But in my scenario, it most definitely does not work out. x____________x
And her sense of humor...it's more immature and cheesy, comapred to my cruel, dry, snarky sense of humor.
I had actually stopped hanging out with the girl she got mad at me for hanging out with as much,
Since I had found yet another friend who's more like me, but she's still mad at me for ever hanging out with the girl more than her.
It started out as a mild annoyance, but she made it worse and worse, until now,
I just can't stand her anymore.
...I'm sorry for the long it's just...this is one of the few places I can openly vent everything I'm feeling and not be ridiculed or judged by other people. It feels better to be able to rant on here than in my diary, since I feel like I'm not really letting it out, just writing my mind out onto paper, only to read it and feel the same anger.