by CallyKat » Tue Jan 25, 2011 5:56 pm
So many things happened this month, it's ridiculous.
A friends cat had to be put down.
A pregnant cousin had a miscarriage while 9 months pregnant.
My youngest cat almost got beheaded, so now she shakes her head a lot from damaged nerves. I'm sure it's nor permanent, but still. :c
My oldest cat got outside for several hours, who knows what she did, but that got me crying for hours, we live right next to woods where a huge clan of cats live, raccoons, hawks, etc, so it's not safe out there. But she came back soaked since it rained.
A beloved person tried committing suicide yesterday no matter how much others and I pleaded no. I have no idea if the person is alive or not.
And much more that I can't think of right now since my head is so scrambled.
All I know is that yesterday, it felt like I was dreaming, but I wasn't. ;-;
And to think that I just got over 3 years of depression 2 months ago, and now it's creeping up again.
i don't ever come on here anymore don't expect me to respond to any messages in a reasonable time
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