What's Your Current Mood V11

[fairywren]

dazed and confused

[Donyum(+_+)]

Want to sleep still but overall happy and calm~

[Eagle's Eye]

excited!!

[That Weird Dragon]

Honestly.... Really REALLY distressed >.<

[444dyn]

a bit bummed. I’m comfortable and such, but I had a bad day at school.

[Swirlshine]

You know when you finally reach your breaking point and you’re about to have a mental breakdown, but you have to try really hard to compose yourself and keep it in because you have other things you need to focus on?
Haha yeah that’s me.

[.Kira Nightblade.]

^Praying for you Swirl <333

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[Lostfairy]

Oh Swirl, I'll be praying for you too. </333

UM, I FEEL STUPID. I just answered the phone cuz I thought it was my mom but then some lady said her name and IT WAS NOT MY MOM, SO I HUNG UP. ;-; I feel so dumbbbb, who was thattt? If she knows my parents, what if she'll go tell them I said "hello??" and then hung upppp. Argh, oh welll???

Besides that, I feel pretty okay, better than yesterday which is good.

Edit: um. My dad’s almost giving me a cold shoulder for nooo reason? Like he comes home and says two things and then he shuts up. Honestly. I’m fed up with him.

Oh well, I just can’t wait til he leaves, which sounds awful but it’s true. :1

EDIT: Now I'm just feeling mighty proud and happy of my Baekhyun boy and I'm so obsessed with this line of his. ;-; His voice is insane?? <3
I'm still feeling kind of a mess of unhappy emotions mixed with okay ones. But I'll try to be happy. <3

[Tanjiro]

I feel trapped lol
My parents have made it pretty clear that I'm not welcome at home. For a while I would just stay out at 2AM & come home late so I wouldn't bother them with my existence, but recently I've been staying at my boyfriend's place. The minute that happens they become the most overbearing parents ever, saying that it's critical for me to not spend time with him & foCus oN mYseLf & cOme hOmE!!!1! Like, I get that they care for me but I really just wish I had someone to talk to & obviously my parents have already said that they don't want to listen so idk why they get all hurt when I stay away from home!! They clearly don't understand me but they don't ask & just jump straight into tearing me down!!! My mom called me ugly & insane for losing weight but they failed to understand that 90% of it was because they actively let me starve in college for a few months ?? ? ?? ? ?? ? ? ? I feel awful & lonely @ home & I wish my parents loved me but ok

[mars]

disappointed?
I had a major panic attack yesterday when my family went to pick out pumpkins to carve. I couldn't even go into the store.
how am I going to finish my placement tests for math and science if I can't even go into a grocery store for five minutes?
reading and writing took me about an hour - they're not quick tests. but I have to do them to take the classes I need.
if I don't, I'm adding an extra year to my graduation, which is already taking two extra years to complete.
argh.