mood? mehhh. i was gonna take their advice cus i was kinda downplaying it lol. but its kinda pointless and even if i //was// downplaying it, i got the message across and i got an reply, that said i get so confused sometimes, like nothings changed for the past year aside from that confirmation. anyhow, found a buddy of mine was dodgin me! told him if he didnt wanna play league thats cool just let me know so im not waitin. At this point, i find it hard to be emotionally invested in pretty much anything in life barring a few things and people, much less league lol, Im not gonna b mad about not bein able to play or whatever dog :kneeling spongebob:.
i didnt do that life evaluation thing, and im too tired now. tomorrow maybe. we'll see what happens monday. I think im content with how i feel, and ill just kinda pull back a bit on trying even though it might b unfortunate. If its true though, shouldn't be an issue.
shell-shocked i feel like i can't breathe, i'm probably going to go into a conversion disorder attack in a minute i knew how to do nearly everything on that exam but i didn't have the time to do it i hate exams when you have no idea what will be on them (i'm not talking a course cumulative- that i can handle, i'm talking placement exams) time to go crawl into a hole
allergic to my own existence on and off activity ┐(’~`;)┌
current hyperfixation(s): OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH!!!
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