What's Your Current Mood V11

[ten]

Why are CS users so unfunny it saddens me

[Lostfairy]

Ha, feeling pretty sucky.

I showed my grandma a piece of art I did on here and she had literally no words because... my art style just sucks and no one around here gets it. She just said “Hmm!” in this “wow, that looks sort of bad but what do I say” way.

So, then, I turned off the computer as my family protested and said I should show more of my art. My grandma called me “chicken.” It hurts but it’s true.

But why should I show my art to people when it always makes me feel low and hate a piece I was super proud of before? No one seems to GET what I drew or what my style is. IT ISN’T REALISTIC. I KNOW. IT DOES NOT LOOK LIKE MY SISTERS. I KNOW. </3333

If only my art style was better... or something. Apparently it just SUCKS cuz no one likes it besides a few people online. </3

At least I got to talk to a best friend today, I haven’t seen her in almost a week so that was fun. ;)

Edit: Feeling way better after getting this off my chest. And then my older brother came into my room and sat down with me and asked why I was crying. I told him and we related on being in the shadow of another. It was so nice hearing him tell me he GETS IT. And then he said he brags about my art to his co-workers and he wants some of my art saved on his phone so he can show people it. I love my brother so dang much. ;-; He asked if he could take me shopping tomorrow and heck, yes. He is such a good guy, whoever marries him will be a lucky girl.

So now my mood is just tears. Happy tears are there too, though. Because I’m so dang blessed.

[kal]

don’t be afraid to let people go

[‘’’]

Feces.

[clove sevina]

Scared. I can't breathe and i don't know why. I'm laying down. It hurts.

[s u n f l o w e r.]

lil bit anxious

[Spearow]

Ah a little disappointed I have work so early in the morning
and have to get up at 4:30am. Almost fainted today at work because I forgot to take my medicine this week. My body doesn't really make vitamin D so I have to take a 50,000 unit capsule once a week. Annnnnd I forgot because my other medicine causes memory issues. : D

[Kyouka]

A little uneasy about some things.

[K#%!]

i feel like throwing a bucket at myself and then die from exhaustion

[mars]

jsjfjddfjfdjfhjd super happy and giddy. that was so cute aaaaah (": 💕