Stressed,,, I wish my parents could have disagreements without someone raising their voice or getting worked up,,,, If you're getting upset it's best to pause the conversation and collect your thoughts to avoid these big blowups ×_×;
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willow | they/ey | adult
your existence is so very important; the world would be darker without your light
honestly, i am filled with regret and worry. i regret everything ive done wrong and worried i cant fix it and become a better person. im afraid i have failed my mom and that she would be disappointed in me if she were still here
Now usually, I don’t place myself very close to you in the classroom. In fact, I sit as far away as possible. Maybe it’s my anxiety talking, but I feel like I have no rite sitting so close to you. Today I did. Today was a hard day. I sat directly in front of you, and couldn’t help but watch you paint. You’re really one of the best artists I think I’ve ever met. You shared an idea for our next project with your friends, and honestly? I was so surprised by it, cause’ it was so creative. It’s going to be an amazing piece, I know. Your art skills just amaze me. But I think that’s why you remind me of a painting. Every artist reflects there work, and you look like a pastel meadow, or soaring roofs of houses and a chapel in the distance. Maybe that’s just the artist talking in me. I think I’d like to paint you.
Tired but overall pretty content. I don’t want to jump to conclusions like I always do and say that maybe my prayers have been answered already, but wow, today was so much better <3 It could’ve just been good luck, but we’ll see c;
*Cat art in siggy made by ShablyGiraffe on RedBubble*
*NOT VERY ACTIVE ANYMORE, I just come on here to get monthly and event pets! I’m @swirlofserendipity on IG if you want to keep up with my art (it’s much better now, I promise lol)! <3*
content but im still congested in the face n i think im gonna die tomorrow with the whole running-nose-faucet thing that happened today as well kk bye. im not gonna die but my ego might if it hasn’t already (: ps. it has. many times. wow! surprising :0