by nuvola » Mon Aug 06, 2018 1:39 pm
it’s only been a week
and, maybe I’m just naïve
but, does losing your first love ever get any less painful?
not knowing how she’s doing, and not being able to hear
her voice or her laugh. knowing that we both still have
feelings for one another, but it not being the right timing.
it’s too much. too much. I want time to go by faster so
there is no more pain. will it ever ease?
I feel like I’m grappling at the air for something, but when
I reach out, there’s nothing really there. and it’s so scary