TheComfortCorner | V.8

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I'm in so much pain. Everything aches.

Why does it have to be this hard.

*hugs*

[Light Bringer]

I feel a mental breakdown coming along and just wanna cry. I know it sounds so insignificant but I had a math test today (well, the first half of it) and I did so bad. I confidently answered nine questions. Nine out of fourty. I don't even know what went wrong. I knew how do do the questions but in the moment my brain just went so hazy and I couldn't do it. Well, I suppose my mind was hazy all day but extra foggy during the test. Pass mark is 30% which means if I wanna pass with a semi-decent mark I have to do damn well on the second half which is tomorrow.

[~ moth ~]

i'm just feeling really, really anxious about something. i had a panic attack yesterday and i feel on the verge of another one.

[grey matter]

oh gosh
one of my best netpals wasnt online for a months until
and then i see
i send trade and pm to them
uh oh
they go offline
now i panic
was this a one time thing?
will i ever see them again?

[zhongliswallettt]

kinda stuck inna mental debate right now
and its been kinda hurting me but i have no idea what to do

so my parents know that i have a girlfriend (being that im female too) and are completely accepting and fine with it
but my more "outer family" (my aunts, cousins, nana etc) have no clue
they dont even know that im panromantic 🙃

but with their behavior in the past i really dont wanna tell them, although i probably should
theyve told me that they "hope that im straight" and that they "will still love me but wont accept my girlfriend if i ever got one"
This was all before the day i came into a relationship with my gf

ugh i dont know what i should do
tell them and get picked on or not tell them and have them find out anyway

id love some advice; this has really been eating at me for the last several days

dont pm, just post here please
thank you to whomever helps agshsh

[viles]

• i don't belong anywhere

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I had the craziest Friday the 13th.

- I woke up late for an appointment I forgot about.
- They put me on a mood stabilizer and a new form of special therapy. (I'm already in DBT and take Prozac and Buspar.)
- I went to the Disney Character Warehouse and the manager was insane. She was yelling and not letting anybody in the store. People were fighting and yelling.
- I went back to the car. My mom and I got into an argument. I'm a yeller. I screamed for over an hour.
- We went back to the Character Warehouse. They called the cops on a line THEY created. They shut down the store.
- We went to Starbucks and got free drinks.
- THEY OPENED THE CHARACTER WAREHOUSE? We got in. Bought a lot of amazing stuff.
- Went home. My bird is dead. My parents bought me a fursuit for my birthday. It's my dream suit. My bird wasn't even a year old, and now her friend is all alone.

I'm still not over all of it. It was way too much stimulation but it's long since passed.

[HowlToTheWind]

I just want someone to love me and care about me.

And to actually be there for me when I need them.

But that won't ever happen. Why do I even try.

[i<3 wolves678]

i can’t keep doing this
I just keep forcing myself up every day only to go to college, have a panic attack and go straight back home again.
This week has been a mess, anywhere between 1-3 panic attacks a day getting worse as they go on. I just had one 20 minutes ago where I was physically sick. That’s the first time that’s happened to me in a long time and I don’t know what to do. That one time I suffered from depersonalization/derealization has now turned into five. I just feel so useless and empty right now.

On top of it I keep saying and doing all the wrong things and upset friends and people I care about. Instead of apologizing I just pretend to act oblivious to it in hopes that the problem will go away and this mindset is eating me up inside. I know I’m going to lose someone I care about because of this, but I don’t know how to stop.

[zhongliswallettt]

kinda basing this off of another post,,
i feel awfully guilty for not telling my aunts/cousins/nana/etc about my girlfriend and how im panromantic
theyre just not too accepting of the subject and ugh
i just feel like they should know
my parents know, and theyre cool with it
just not my other family

please help i need advice on how to tell them, like, soon
its been upsetting me greatly lately and nsjshs i hate it

also; @hey-hannibal
thanks for the kind words !!