TheComfortCorner | V.8

[twistedm0th]

sometimes i feel like i can't trust anybody, not even myself

[eli sunday]

Please I need to talk I need to

[yeosang1]

why couldnt you stop when i asked you to

[Atlas ♥]

Is it possible to have felt so much pain that you're immune
to it? You allow people's actions and words to pass through
you and descend into the void you've opened up.

I used to be afraid of this, this feeling of being numb. But I
have come to realise how comforting it is.

[Arlecchino ♡]

I cant

[kitty teeth]

I feel fat.

[0009]

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looooooooooooooooook at these shappppees that surrrround uss

loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooook at it

i don't knowwww what to do anymore

just do it

i can't really find it in me to care
with the assumption i ever did

i would rather have it over with

have you ever felt like a thrown away bed sheet
torn into bits
whose original purpose is now put into waste
trigonometry trigonometry
purpose apple pear

cheese pineapple
politicial sledgehammer

hare in the sheets
elephant in the rooms
lemon parties in the attic
penguin poppers

merrty go round

[eli sunday]

Highlight if you want to know about my life

Can I ever escape
I can't do this
I'M NOT A GIRL MOM
STOP IT HEAD
STOP MESSING WITH MY LIFE
Why do I hate myself?
Why do I want to stop?
Why am I so stupid?
Why do I cry myself to sleep?
Why do I want to just run and run,
as far away from this town?
Why should I be normal?
Why should I try to act like
the mold I made from wasn't
so broken and misshaped?!
Why do I look like this?
Why do I act like this?
Why am I just so dumb,
annoying, stupid, ugly,
messed up, depressed,
horrible, unbearable,
and scared...?
Why am I so scared?
And what of?
I can't admit it,
please help me,
just stop my pain and fear.
I'm sorry I'm such a burden,
you don't ned to tell me,
I already know.

Here's my letters~

Mommy~
I love you so much, I didn't mean to make you cry or yell. You can stop telling me I'm not a burden, E*** tells me enough. I wish I was the perfect daughter to you, heck I'm not even a girl. I cried last night, you let it slip up years ago and now I know, now I know something I shouldn't, I thought you were "excited" about me. You made me know that I am just some disappointment to this broken and destroyed family. When I was six you first said, "I'm disappointed right now" I cried and you said "sorry", it was so fake, all of it. Now you tell me every week, all I hear when I try to sleep is the word "disappointed". You think I don't have depression, well your wrong, I can't fully blame you though it's everyones fault, especially E***. But if you loved me you would help...

"Dad"~
Why E*** why, you yell at me everyday, you don't love me, you told me you wish that I would just go~ If you hate me so much just ignore me, kick me out of your life, anything just STOP YELLING. I can't handle you yelling, E*** you make me cry then say " {my name} JUST WANTS ATTENTION!". E*** I don't love you anymore, you can't yell at me for years on end and want me to love you and look up to you, I hate you... You caused me so much all these years, can I just go, get out of your life? I wish she married someone else, maybe then this would be better, she deserves someone better. You idiot, you hurt me mentally, my mom tries to help me and you get mad so she just stopped, and make me feel like a fragment of myself. I hate you E***, and because of you I hate myself you no longer are my dad, you are just some stranger that lives with named E***. I hope you are happy that I hate myself... that's what you wanted right? Please leave me alone!


Sibling 1~
Why... why do you have to go through this? You were so happy and perfect, you still are perfect, just not happy. You have problems I can't comprehend, and I can't help which upsets me! I scream and you cry, I realize what I do and I just stop.. I fall to the ground and just cry.... cry until I can't anymore. You have friends~ I'm so happy for you'! I know it's hard for you... just you don't have time for me anymore and you haven't noticed me being yelled at, crying, and breaking down... I'm glad you haven't you have enough on your plate. I love you, you don't need to change.

Sibling 2~
All I have to say is I hope you are better with your wife and friends!

Future me~
Did we make it? Are we NB and proud yet? Are we out? Are we fixed? Are we still broken?

Crush:
I wish I could love you, someone asked me out and it helped me get over you, she ended up just breaking up with me because she "found someone better".... it was my best friend. We don't talk much anymore because "I'm too clingy and jealous".


Sorry if anyone reads this, I know it's annoying

[Pale Verditer]

Please. Send help. I can't pull through anymore. I can't.

[petrikov]

hey, if you need someone to talk to please dm me, whether its to vent or ya just need some company, im here <3