by crabodile » Thu Apr 11, 2019 1:18 am
i have a presentation later today and this class is the only one where i've had an anxiety attack more than once,, i'm just scared because i don't want to let my partners down and i know no one is going to make fun of me or whatever but it just is so hard to present to a group because it feels like there are all these eyes on me, tripled, waiting for me to make a mistake and it just. messes me up. i'm afraid to speak because i stumble on words because my brain apparently decides the best option is to work twice as fast as my mouth
but this class.. i also wanted to take the next level for some credit or something but i'm late by like ten or eleven days. i guess that's probably better anyway, i'll stress about it less. foreign languages are hard when you can barely even speak your main language right, hahah