TheComfortCorner | V.8

[tenor the rat god]

I don’t really want a reply or attention, I just want to vent. But I can’t even find the words to explain my insecurities and my sorrows. I want to be in love with him, but every thought of my past lovers just continues to slap me in the chest. I’m suffocated by my past, by my regrets. I don’t think I have depression, because I’m not always depressed. But when times get a little unsteady, I do feel that the world is caving in. I feel that my entire life is ending, just because of my past or because of my own fragile heart. This guy is amazing. He gives me everything, he loves me, he cares for me, why can’t I just accept that? Why do I continue to push him out of my mind? He’s a miracle in my life, he accepts my past decisions. Why do I continue to reject my love for him? I want this to last. We’ve been dating six months. But still I continue to worry, I continue to have this pit of anxiety. What if things go plummeting down? He’s quite younger than I, he has plenty of time to find someone else, he may end things for the sole reason of his young heart wanting to explore. But where will that place me? I will be forgotten by the one I adore so. I will be abandoned by the one in which I sought confidence.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to seem clingy nor do I want to sound like I’m sending him away. The last thing I want is to lose his precious gem that God has put into my life.

[onion]

i feel so frustrated i hate everything i create nothing looks good anymore its all bad i hate it i hate art

[Woebegone]

Every other year this happens
every other year i feel like this
and yet i'm never prepared
i sit here and i cry over nothing and i have no one to talk to because no one needs or wants to hear my dumb problems.
i'm a burden and I know it.
I deserve to know that.

[itsaGrace]

3rd april in a row i have lost a loved one
each time it gets harder and harder
i was barely over the last loss
i cant take anymore heartache in 2019
this has been my worst ever year on record

[hiero]

I have a gut feeling that something is terribly wrong. It worries me only because last time I felt this way, there was something /very/ wrong. I'm rather nervous.

[fiirstcrush]

just me things: crying over NCIS Gibbs tearing up over his daughter
how DARE they put little flashbacks of him and her singing.... thats so heartbreaking im a wreck

poor gibbs

[HowlToTheWind]

could I please get a PM? There's some stuff I need to rant about :(

[caesou]

djfjsdgflsd you didn't take it personally at all and i'm just really really shook
because i have been constantly thinking about it for the last four months
and you didn't seem to mind at all

i,,,,,,,,,, i,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

[Atlas ♥]

I've been crying all day, I can't stop. There's just so much pain.

I miss Jonghyun so much. He brought so much light to my life.

Now looking back on all the videos, photos and memories, you
would've never thought he was depressed. He looked so god
damn happy.

It hurts me, even more, knowing he was silently suffering and
battling his demons.

This grieving is draining me. I wasn't even able to go out and
do my daily activities. Instead, I've been inside crying all day.

This pain feels like it's never going to go away..

[breadstick]

feels great when you gotta choose between your physical health or your mental wellbeing
haha! idk what to do anymore
i told myself id stop if it got to that point but i cannot physically function outside my house without it
but i hurt so much and my ribs feel like they’re going to break if i keep doing this and it’s going to be so, so long until i can get surgery