TheComfortCorner | V.8

[Sadowski]

Strangers often tell me that I seem calm, but look, I'm currently full of anger because I don't want anyone taking away my special someone I barely know personally, ughhh. One of my biggest flaws is "you're mine but you don't know it yet". I'm literally ready to fight myself or those people right now. And I get tired as hell of my heartlessness sometimes

[shoelaces]

argh i just want to end this thing but i dont want to end up hurting him while hes attached :-/

[Siebren]

I don't think I'll ever get along with my family. I want to leave but I have nowhere to go. I don't even have a job. I feel trapped.

[eli sunday]

I need a break, but I can't take one

[i<3 wolves678]

Feeling very empty right now.
Like,, not sad, just... nothing.

I don’t feel like anything right now and this keeps happening and I really don’t know what to do.
I keep trying to occupy my mind on things but just end up spending the entire day in bed because I don’t want people to have to waste their time on me.

Sometimes I just wish I could go back to being a kid again. I don’t want to get a job, I’m happy living carelessly and without responsibilities,, but I’m reaching that point where society doesn’t want that. I just don’t want to grow up living in a world that I absolutely despise but have to push myself through anyway because what else can I really do? I don’t think I could ever cope. I just want things to go back to being simple.

[troye]

This isn’t worth t anymore.
I feel like I shouldn’t be allowed to talk at all.
They say if you keep losing everyone there’s a common denominator and in that case, I’m sorry. for everything. I have spent the last two months wasting all my time, staying up until 5 AM every night and just.........feeling numb

It isn’t worth it. I hate living like this and feeling like this all the time.

but I don’t know what to do about it. I’m going crazy. I don’t wanna be me anymore. I try watching Skam and reading books as a distraction and it works until I think about how badly it makes me crave social interaction and think about how I’ll never be a normal teenager. I had my chance. I destroyed it. I did. Nobody else.....there’s nothing special about me? I feel lost and numb and like I lost my one chance at having the life I thought I’d have. Then I get to feeling so frustrated I wanna rip my hair out cause I can’t go back and I want to so desperately it’s all I even dream about anymore.

I’m sorry. I can’t say it enough but nobody is listening anymore. Since I was 10 I’ve been destroying everything good in my life. It frustrates me how lonely I am and the fact that I did it to myself. The fact that I can’t talk to anyone, I’m stuck in this ridiculous habit of leaving PMs on read on here and then I wonder why no one wants to talk to me or likes me? I’m so sick of being me, and it’s destroyijg me

[0009]

hi everyone! let's all find a reason to smile today. : D
i will improve.

[eolian]

I know the deadline is close, I know I have so much work to do...
I know what I should be doing but I just want to sleep.
Yes, I know I've been sleeping and laying in bed all day,
but I can't find a reason to leave my bed...

[hiero]

I've never been called out on my ghosting habits before. I was tonight. I don't know how to feel. Usually people just accept that I've moved on. But she wants to meet up and talk more again. I don't understand what to do or how to feel.

[connoisseur]

Wow, I totally love when I get verbally abused and constantly degraded by using my mother and dead relative against me. Amazing how people expect me to swallow the words and ignore it and pretend like it doesn't bother me-- that I should accept a half-hearted and not even sincere apology and go about my day as if nothing happened. Words hurt more than anything else and I can't believe I have to let things slide whenever this happens.