TheComfortCorner | V.8

[eli sunday]

Your not responding to my messages. Why though? I did nothing.

[Atlas ♥]

It hurts so much not being able to tell someone you love
them.

It hurts so much knowing they won't feel the same way,
so you watch them fall in love with another person.

You lay awake all night, thinking about them. Yet they're
peacefully and blissfully sleeping with someone else in
their arms.

It hurts so much, yet you have to greet them with a smile
every morning and tell them you're fine when really you're
not.

You have to contain your tears and put on a mask, so they
won't suspect anything. You want them to recognise you
sincerely love them yet you don't want to ruin the
friendship.

[skyline]

is this how i'm going to be for the rest of my life? why can't i find myself?

he was so nice to you, what's keeping you from those feelings? are you gay? are you bi? are you so ever possibly straight? why do you feel so uncomfortable? why can't you feel what others feel? what's missing from you? why are you like this? are you just scared? is that the problem? if it is will that go away? all your friends know their sexuality. hell even your twelve year old sister does, she has a boyfriend for christ sake. so why don't you? you've been assuming you're aromantic because you don't experience any sort of attraction, maybe you are and nobody can change that. but why? everyone finds someone for themselves sooner or later. so why can't you?

i feel so bad for letting him down. should i though if i was unhappy? i don't think i like guys.. because if i did i would've liked him. i know i would've. but i want to at the same time i just... can't



what's wrong with me?

[pastel pain.]

Please..
I just wanna talk
I want someone to actually pay attention to me
I want someone to talk with
I want someone to help
I want to help someone
I want to be noticed
I want to matter

please

Why am I trying to find comfort in a group of online people who shouldn’t care

[eli sunday]

Sometimes I just want to be able to rant to someone.
But I'm not able to ever,
my siblings wouldn't listen,
my mother would just rub it off,
and my father would think I'm lying.

[cloven]

Is it enough to say I value literally anyone’s happiness over my own? I’ll give everything I have to people so they aren’t sad like I am. Of course this just makes what I have lesser and lesser but as long as someone is happy

[Arlecchino ♡]

i feel awful. i feel terrible. my emotions are all over the place and the first thing the people around me do is try to use it to their advantage.
no, i don't want to stay home and take care of your child.
no, i don't want to bathe your pets.
and no, i certainly don't want you be with you. of all people.

i'd give anything to be surrounded by people who actually care about how I'm doing, but i don't know if those really exist anymore. i'm so tired of taking care of everything for everyone.

[2246]

its fun not having anyone to talk to c:

also its fun forgetting to take your antidepressants haha-

[choerry]

i just dont know anymore,
be prepared for a rant

basically theres this one person (lets call them 'n'), who i used to be really close with, but since i came out ive been hanging out with a different friend (lets call them 'l') more and more. and how does that go down with n? not very well. she starts to ignore me, talk about me behind my back, and then confronts me about how she thinks im mad at her? of course im mad at her, she ignores me and says its my fault, she talks about me behind my back in a different language (which i can understand), and she just cant accept loss. she cant, she just cant. she gets one question wrong on her chemistry test and boom, shes down in tears, saying shes so stressesd and hates herself. i finish before her in a maths lesson, and she starts to talk about how stupid she is. i get higher than her in a test, and she starts to blame the teacher? i just cant deal with it anymore. i cant exactly say i dont want to try and be her friend anymore, because my mom is obsessed with her, is good friends with her dad, and thinks she is just a perfect angel. its not fun. ive talked to my dad about it, but he just goes and tells my mom, which causes her to lecture me about how i should change how i see things, change myself instead of trying to change her. but i dont have the effort to. i dont have the energy. i cant anymore- i just want someone to talk to, someone to vent to.

n hates l. n thinks that l is manipulating me, and it really makes me annoyed. i just dont know what to do anymore,,

[eli sunday]

Just something weird.. Ay-o sounds like mayo..

HEY! I would like a AY-O sandwhich