TheComfortCorner | V.8

[cornspurrd.]

im so tired.

[halo]

ugh. i'm so bad at writing.

[Chevelle000]

I have my own job and I pay for my own stuff. It’s not much money so I try and make it last. (I get paid every two weeks). I still live in the same house as my parents. They work a few hours away and live in another house for part of the time and then come back and see me. We aren’t rich. My dad just has a GREAT boss that basically pays for him and my mom to live with in the separate house. Well anyways they have me run these errands for them bc they are gone all the time. Sometimes I pay for things. I tell them how much it was and sometimes they give me the money sometimes they don’t. It makes it really hard for me to try and save money. I feel so guilty asking for my money back. Like idk. They took care of me for so many years and I feel like I owe them. ): my friend thinks this is wrong of them to do. they tell me not to run anymore errands for them but they’re my parents and I love them so much )):

[Motivational Lizard]

i get bullied a lot for my weight so I started starving myself,, not a good idea. I decided to eat today and threw up. I'm worried I might end up getting anorexia.

I wish I wasn't so bad at everything. I'm even bad at eating

I just really need someone to vent to,, a pm would be nice

[Mooshidog]

My life has done in a downward spiral and I don't know what to do.
I'm doing really bad.

[Shoe.]

Yall ever been humbled by a 3 year old

[kitty teeth]

I really hope my depression starts to get better

[i<3 wolves678]

haha wow look it’s pathetic me using a stupid au story thing I wrote to vent about how I don’t feel like I have a purpose y a y

but honestly let’s get real here
I’m so utterly disconnected from reality at this point it comes as no surprise. I use fictional worlds and characters as escapism from the real world because I feel I don’t belong. I’m an annoying attention seeker who constantly wants to feel validated when in reality, nobody cares about anything I do or say. The art I spend so long on? A simple distant “yeah, that looks nice.” The short story I literally spent two weeks writing? Only one of my real life friends could actually be bothered to read it. one. I feel disgusted at myself for being annoyed about this, they shouldn’t have to care, it’s not their problem. Then instead when I can’t get praise in the real world I turn to the internet and go seek attention there instead.

I remembered when I would always go on rants to people about “how much I hate attention seekers” when in reality, I’ve been one the entire time. Hell, this entire post just drips with attention seeking vibes, but I really just needed to get this off my chest.

On top of this all, I’m thrust head first into a world where I’m constantly being forced into roles I don’t fit, and even if I repeatedly mess up the most simple of tasks, people expect me to make it in life. Constantly being expected to be perfect and never make a single mistake. Expected to enjoy every single thing I do, when I reality, I just end up feeling empty and alone.

I know people care about me, I know people love me, but why don’t I feel that way?

[cronchbottle]

Can someone please pm me and talk to me for a bit...?

[darkin]

i'm in such a bad mood.