TheComfortCorner | V.8

[zhongliswallettt]

I feel like I'm mooching off all my friends
Like I'm clingy and annoying

They say I'm not like that
And still still feel that way


Why?

[basil!]

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[cece.]

you say respect and trust is a two way street but it’s defiantly not when it comes to you.
you want me to respect you and you want me to tell you everything that goes on in my life, but i can’t because i don’t like you and i cannot trust you.
the first step in me being able to trust you is you giving me my right to privacy but apparently going through my text messages and reading every single snapchat is your enjoyment and giving that up is too much for you to do )’:

and yes, you do treat my brother better than me. you don’t punish my brother and you say you do, but he’s done way worse than me, but i don’t remember seeing you take his phone for 6 months?
and i don’t remember you calling him a disgrace to the family?
or saying how he’s many curse words i cannot say?
you have to pry stuff out of me because i don’t trust you and i know that you will punish me more than you would’ve my brother if he was in the same situation.

sigh

whatever.
just
whatever.

you’ve made it clear to me that i won’t be anything to you besides a “piece of trash” or a “hood rat” so why do i even bother anymore

[cswolf.]

i hate my work.

[magician,]

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[LilacSky]

I feel like I'm mooching off all my friends
Like I'm clingy and annoying

They say I'm not like that
And still still feel that way


Why?

There is nothing I relate to more oh my lord

[hiero]

I wish I'd never met you. You might have been young then, but what you did is still unforgivable. Of course I mostly blame your father for encouraging the behavior that made it happen, but I think you're part of the reason I feared other men for so many years. There's so many good male people in the world and you tainted younger me's view of them. I think you're part of the reason I like being distant even to those I am most close to, that I like to feel a disconnect and to be able to drop away for weeks at a time whenever I feel with no issues. I think you're part of the reason I struggle to form relationships.
I hate your father. I very much dislike you, but you were young and thus more easily influenced by him, so I don't entirely blame you. But I still wish I had never met you.

[arovet li]

Vvvvvsvvvs I feel so anxious about my dumb bed covering my window I hate it I want a new bed I just want a window

[skyline]

mental illnesses are godawful and i understand that but
most people don't understand how lucky they are to have those, that can be treated with medication, rather than something physical, that requires countless surgeries and tests to be fixed, pure hell to experience, maybe it's just as bad living with something like depression, but physical pain and the inability to stay out of the hospital for more than two weeks, might be just as bad.

not looking for a reply, just venting, thank you tho

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