TheComfortCorner | V.8

[halo7]

i hate when people think they're better than me.

[prisms.]

They asked me
"What do you think about moving?"
Oh.
No.
No please.
My friends, my school.
Everything.
I will have to start from scratch
because there isn't enough
for us to stay
here
I will use the money I have saved
so we can stay
and I won't have to worry.
And neither will you.
But will it be enough?
Am I useless?
What if it doesn't work?

[cece.]

so glad the only thing we could talk about at my birthday dinner is my brother’s deployment and how my piercings are gross and don’t belong.

thanks guys

[skyline]

i just want to be normal

[farewell]

Could I get a PM?

[arovet li]

I keep asking myself why I keep doing this and in my own efforts to fix things I make myself feel infinitely worse and I'm tired of feeling empty and sad all the time for no reason at all and I can't keep telling myself that I'll be where I want to be because the only way to get there is to turn my current life in to the life I want but I'll never be able to and I'll never be motivated to do anything important and all I want is a pet ferret and I don't know what to do or how to speak or how to behave like a human being or how to function at all and I've willingly turned my life in to a piece of rotting garbage and I have the audacity to sit here and wallow in my own mess and I just wish I had a friend

[jinsoul]

I subconciously get so anxious. There's not even any overthinking in my brain anymore. My heart beats faster and I feel like crying and breaking down. This happens everyday and I'm trying to conceal it from everyone. I don't even know why I'm like this.

[halo7]

they think my emotions are fake. they think every feeling i have is just another false mask that i wear to look like i have emotions. they think i'm an emotionless, arrogant machine. they think i don't have feelings. calling my emotions fake and saying that i'm a horrid person wasn't enough, they just had to tell everyone how horrible and utterly worthless i am. they had to destroy what little reputation i had left. they absolutely needed to give me another reason to cry myself to sleep. because even if i am a worthless, useless, wretched, horrible, sinning and lying excuse for a human being, i still have feelings.. right? or am i just faking it? am i faking being sad? i deserve worse than a few hurtful words. i deserve so so so much worse. i should just make them happy for once. i'm just the worst. i'm sorry. no one thinks my emotions are real, no one thinks i'm worth something and i deserve it because i'm the worst human in existance. i deserve what i have coming. i'm sorry for all of this. i'm sorry, i don't deserve love. i'm just a fake liar, just like you said, i promise.

i. promise.

[H A B I T]

I might be being cheated on so that’s nice. He said he was a player but I thought he was decent enough to not get all touchy up on his ex : ((
Relationships just aren’t for me

[i<3 wolves678]

i just feel really distant from all my friends sometimes and i don’t know how to fix it

it’s probably my own fault
i’m selfish and whiny and annoying and clingy and just a general mess who expects everyone else to fix me when I fall apart

i hate this
i hate me