TheComfortCorner | V.8

[Elliwoods!!]

Im so tired of having to live here
I cant even explain it very good in words
I would honestly rather stay at school then head home at this point
Each time I come out of my room its like mom attacks me
Im just constantly cooped up in my room now since im kinda scared to go anywhere else
Outside my room she just gets very possessive of me and treats me like im 10 or that im just some pet of hers
Then when I dont come out she will just get mad at me for not coming out
I feel like im going to have to run away again (Yes again)
Not like oh im physically running but I got 2 other places I can go live that im allowed to go and live (Because of divorce reasons) but I cant because she wont let me anymore
Last time I went away she made me come back saying it will be different but nothing has changed at all
I dont know if I should even go into more detail then this
I just cant wait for the time im able to move out in 4 years...

[aaAAA]

Does anyone have that one thing that’s keeping you here or is that just me? For me it’s films and music. I always just think of some of the films I might miss out on or the music I won’t be able to listen to if I’m not here. Sometimes it’s very powerful and it makes me realise that everything’s worth it, but other times it’s not as strong.

yeah! finding little things has helped me a lot with my outlook on this world. sometimes people consider it selfish to think that way, but honestly, if it works it works~
i've found that when stuff like a new album coming out soon or my favorite artist posting something doesn't work well, even smaller things help! just replaying a song to hear that one specific lyric, ordering delivery just to look forward to a good meal, planning a spa day- even though you don't always end up doing it- helps :>

[Rolioli]

I AM SICK AND EVERY NIGHT MY THROAT GETS SO SORE AND IT IS KILLING MEEEEE

[slushy puppy]

I constantly feel like i'm not good enough at anything and honestly I don't have alot of self motivation

[ibuki!]

im not sure if im ready for this. i feel sick to my stomach. if you do like me, we cant even become a relationship because of... her. she hates you. so much. but its not just her. its just- i do like you. idk. im just- SCARED. im so scared and i can't..

[Atlas ♥]

I spent the entire day at a theme park and it was honestly so much fun.
Aside from waiting in line for nearly an hour for every ride, I genuinely
had a good time with my friends.

I got slightly sunburnt but it was worth it! I haven't been outside in huge
crowds like that for a while so it was a little nerve-racking but I'm happy
with myself for attending and giving most rides a go despite my fear of
heights.

[onion]

i feel so insecure.

people who are ignorant to nonbinary genders or genders outside of just female and male sicken and scare me.

i thought you were better than that.

i thought you were cool.

sorry for existing.

[Dawnstorm111]

i feel so insecure.

people who are ignorant to nonbinary genders or genders outside of just female and male sicken and scare me.

i thought you were better than that.

i thought you were cool.

sorry for existing.

Those kinds of people are, I'll be honest, horrible. You can't change the way you were born, and you shouldn't. You're cool and amazing! And don't you dare feel sorry for existing. You may not realize it, but without you, the world wouldn't be the same as it is today! If you need any help, I'm here. I know a friend who's nonbinary. They're amazing and I can't imagine life without them. I'm sure at least someone out there feels the same way about you.

im not sure if im ready for this. i feel sick to my stomach. if you do like me, we cant even become a relationship because of... her. she hates you. so much. but its not just her. its just- i do like you. idk. im just- SCARED. im so scared and i can't..

I hope you and your loved one (I'll call them XX) are okay! It's fine to be scared, but please don't let that stop you from enjoying yourself with XX. Your emotions are your own and they're a guide. Trust your instinct and do what's right. No one's judging you.

[Montgomery Gator]

She tried to give me my old hoodie that dosen't fit me but weeks before said it meant the world to her. Do I not mean anything. I was i used again for your pleasure? I don't know. its been 3 weeks can you have a little bit of a heart? you broke up with me, I left school. I have a breakdown every night over you and you seem to not care at all. Did I waste three months being lied too? I spent the night screaming the lyrics to songs in my room while sobbing. Do you get it? Are my feelings worthless? You text me like nothing happened. I am so hurt. Do you know what I've done for you. All I wanted was to be loved and given affection. I have so touched starved to the point were a friend hugged me a week ago and i started to cry. Do you know what this has done to me? How much I hurt? It's painful to go to my Gay Straight Alliance club now. The nights we spent together. You said you'd never go as long as I didnt. You left anyway. I feel so used.

https://soundcloud.com/reibrown/picture-frames-1/s-RHpgJ?in=emerson-novotny/sets/jamos

[Chevelle000]

ive has such a bad day.
- scratched my cousins car when I was driving by IN MY GRANDMOTHERS CAR
- didn’t finish my English paper all the way and I was so freaking confused I mean she was so dang vague about the whole essay.
- I did save a kitten today from the side of the road but it made me really sad. I mean really sad.
^ okay so y’all understand this one: the kitten was less than 6 weeks old and abandoned on the side of the road. It could not move bc it was so weak. It had mud and water caked on its tail and back paws from the side of the road. It wasn’t done nursing and was trying to nurse on my finger. My hand (I have like baby hands) could fit around his or her rib cage. And he or she had cuts all over and one of them was bad enough skin was hanging down and it was all bloody and it broke my heart. Like that really hurt to see a baby animal like that. There weren’t any houses around. It was one of those places you could pull off of the road and turn your blinkers on. There were no other animals around (i investigates Incase the momma was the one who brought the kitten there but I could not find anything.)
- I’m alone all the time and it makes me feel lonely and depressed and idk
- work Monday school tuesday and all day Wednesday until 5 work Thursday Friday I have to volunteer for community service for my college Saturday and Sunday I work all day and then it repeats again the next week