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[spiderfish]

Anxiety is clawing at me over the simplest thing, and I can't make it stop.

[farewell]

Consoling someone who is dealing with the death of their parent is so difficult. I don't want to say the wrong thing but I also don't want to say what I know everyone else is saying, "I'm so sorry" and I don't want to say, "It's going to be okay" because I know how annoying that was to hear. All I can do is tell her I love her and I'm here if she wants to talk. It bothers me that it's all I can do. This girl is the strongest person I've ever met and to see her break down like this is very devastating. I know she'll pull through but I wish I could do more, that's all.

[petrify]

i'm sad but numb at the same time. i know i'm sad, i just can't really... feel it. it's a weird feeling and it's unsettling. it started like a week or two ago (i have no perception of time anymore, everything seems to just run together) when i told my mom that she was a horrible mother to my sister and i. which... she was. and still is with the things she's been doing to everyone in her life. she, of course, blamed my sister and i, and then continued to harass me for the next few days, telling me that i was terrible and that she hated my sister and me. typical of her, always thinking of herself. and she's so manipulative that i almost began believing it. what if it was my fault and not hers? it's ridiculous of me to think but... i can't help but to think of it. along with that, i've had no will to do anything. to get out of bed. to get something to eat. to talk to people. to shower. everything seems so pointless and useless. i just want to stay in bed and sleep and not ever be bothered again. nothing really is worth it anymore.

[birdsarentreal]

i haven't been on here in a while but i just kinda needed to vent and i don't wanna talk to my friends because i'm kinda scared of talking about stuff and them getting mad at me. i've just been really depressed the past few weeks and my friends aren't being good friends just because of a lot of things that it's hard to explain. it's such a long story that i don't feel like posting the whole thing on here. but my one friend in particular has been pretty rude and manipulative to me and i think she's always been like that but i'm just now realizing. but i'm so so dependant on her because we spend so much time together but i think our relationship is really toxic for a lot of reasons that it would be too long to post on here. i just don't really know who to talk to at this point because i've just been holding it all in because whenever i try to talk to her about it she blames everything on me and get's defensive and mad and i just can't deal with it anymore. if someone would be willing to maybe pm me or something to hear the full story it would be great to get everything off my chest.

[Bunny!!]

i suddenly remembered i have to go back to school tomorrow and every part of me felt sick and i broke down in tears a bit. i dont wanna go.

[ToothlessFury]

Sunflower
This song describes how I feel every time I walk past a group of people. Girls or boys, I still feel that way.

[Atlas ♥]

I only have two more weeks then I'm on holidays... I'm trying my hardest to keep it together and not have a
breakdown.

The workload is so stressful and I'm anxious I'm going to fail so I've been staying up past 2 am to finish and
submit it. I'm probably overreacting but I really need to pass this year.

I told myself earlier this year to focus on socializing and connecting with people but I've sort of tossed that
away and went back to focusing on my work which I think was a smart idea but then I don't think it was?

Ugh, I don't know! u.u

[troye]

Sometimes, I just wish I could go back and fix everything.

I wish I’d never been homeschooled. I think it took away a big part of my life that I could’ve enjoyed. I didn’t know how to handle being around people by the time I went back to public school in freshman year, and everyone was so tight knit. They all knew each other since elementary school. I was just a stranger who acted crazy and cried at school on the days my mom was the worst. I didn’t know how to explain it to them when they said I was seeking attention. How do you tell people you’ve only known for a few months that you have to beg your mom to bring you to school every every day?

And I started dating a girl I met there but I screwed it up with her when I left. I’d never experienced a real relationship like that.

They all stopped talking to me. Every friend I made there. I know why. I don’t blame them. And I thought I could start over in another state but I couldn’t. It just happened again. And at this point I don’t know how to talk to anyone anymore. I feel like I’m on the outside looking in all the time. Even on here. I used to have friends on here but now all I can manage to do is get lost in my old conversations and wonder how I ever was that social.

It’s pathetic. And I want to rip my hair out. I can’t even vent on one of those free therapy websites. I keep trying and I keep chickening out. I think I’ve hit a new low.

All I do now is write and write and write about how lonely and confused I am on here, to no one. It’s provably getting a little redundant by now.

[Shiba_Inu_Love]

This isn’t that deep but my dad crashed his van early October , no ambulance or police called , but the van was a wreck and we had to sell it because we couldn’t afford to repair it. Since then I’ve developed quite a bad back problem. I’ve been in a and e a few weeks ago, to be told there’s nothing they can do for me. I’m doing my GCSE’s and I’ve just had 3 weeks off school. My doctor just signed me off for another three weeks whilst I have physio and wait to see a spinal specialist . And honestly it’s probably just muscular or a slipped disk but I’m fed up of hurting 24/7. I don’t know if this is the appropriate place to post but yeah

[mean&gay]

hes gone off again and it's all my fault. i shouldve stayed in bed oh my god