you get angry at him for misbehaving and then get even more angry when you realise it doesnt help youve gotta understand he doesnt need you to be angry he cant help it but i cant say that but if i dont then you wont realise it because youre so damn ignorant i love you but youve got to f look oh my god like i swear if you dont pay attention im gonna have to tell someone because i cant talk to you and i dont wanna burden my friends so itll either be school staff or the cops and either way theyll probably make things worse but at least youll see
like im so damn sick of you venting your frustrations to me. i get it hes not nice but he cant help that he needs help and you being angry wont help him and its gotten to the point where even if im nice he still gets pissy with me and thats not good and i wish id just talked to him more when id realised he was struggling but i didnt because i thought it would pass and thats probably what you think now but youre wrong. none of us need this













