by kxLJM » Wed Oct 24, 2018 8:21 am
idk if i should feel sad or annoyed or what honestly?
i shared a pic about not having friends/why have friends when you can have cats and this girl wants to reply saying that she always "hmu but always gets left on seen". the thing is tho is she hasn't spoken to me in over 3 weeks, and i know it's been over 3 weeks bc just like 2 and half to 3 weeks ago i was in the hospital for something that could have been life threatening to my baby and maybe even me and throughout the whole time not once did she ask if i or my baby was okay but had the time to message my sister through the whole ordeal.
like she tries to call herself my best friend but never checks up on me, never ask about my baby or if she is okay, the girl only ever wants to post ultrasound pics on social media to act like she cares. and then it doesn't help bc my sister always takes her side and they'll both gang up on me or my boyf.
lets not forget the last time she was over at my house i could hear her and my sister talking bad about me while i was in my room. how do you call yourself a friend but can't even stand up for me but have no problem making me cry over and over?
i know once i tell her i don't want her throwing my baby shower, she's gonna throw a fit, along with my sister.
what also gets me my sister tried to say this girl has always been there for me, but where was she when i was too depressed to leave my house?
where was she when i was in the hospital? where was she when i didn't want to keep going? going out with my sister all while she knew this was going on in my life. never an "are you okay?", only ever asking if i had money or could drive her somewhere. sorry man, that doesn't make a friend.
you can't tell me someome is my friend or that they care about me when they go months without even saying hi but has the time to constantly talk to my sister.
idk how to even feel about this anymore. i just give up on friendships. none of them ever care about me. maybe im not made to have friends.