TheComfortCorner | V.8

[friday]

Oof,,, A friend I've been missing for a year apparently doesn't remember knowing me?? At all?? Like he had an identity crisis or smth because I know that user is him... but he says he isn't...

[cornspurrd.]

its fun living in a house full of people who hate you
everybody has learned to hate me and everything seems so pointless.
I haven't even been awake for 3 hours and i'm already crying :))

[Sciencin']

me: okay when I grow up I want a little cabin near some mountains in the taiga. I'll have a big fluffy dog or two, a fireplace, a room full of books and a nice comfy armchair, SO many fluffy blankets and sweaters and coats with fur around the hood, I'll make tea or hot chocolate every evening, I'll go skiing all the time in the winter and biking in the summer because it'll be the perfect temperature and I won't be sweating my butt off in 80 degree weather, on Christmas I'll put lights everywhere and it'll look so pretty with snow covering everything and I'll invite a few friends over and we'll make cookies, and nobody will bother me when I'm trying to draw or write or read, and there'll be an observatory nearby that I'll work at doing astronomy stuff and studying the universe with a few other science nerds, it'll be far away from any big cities and the sky is gonna be really beautiful at night and it'll be nice and quiet and peaceful and cold-

my mom: oh? )) did you say you want to move to... a city? in ) california? )

honestly I should just try to land myself in one of those arctic research stations and only ever correspond with my family via packages that contain cryptic letters and gifts in the form of random rocks
sometimes i just send them an envelope containing a photo of a bear and a letter that just says "BEAR"

[onion]

im lonely and sad and nobodys around and i have nothing to do

[TheSongOfTheStars]

me: okay when I grow up I want a little cabin near some mountains in the taiga. I'll have a big fluffy dog or two, a fireplace, a room full of books and a nice comfy armchair, SO many fluffy blankets and sweaters and coats with fur around the hood, I'll make tea or hot chocolate every evening, I'll go skiing all the time in the winter and biking in the summer because it'll be the perfect temperature and I won't be sweating my butt off in 80 degree weather, on Christmas I'll put lights everywhere and it'll look so pretty with snow covering everything and I'll invite a few friends over and we'll make cookies, and nobody will bother me when I'm trying to draw or write or read, and there'll be an observatory nearby that I'll work at doing astronomy stuff and studying the universe with a few other science nerds, it'll be far away from any big cities and the sky is gonna be really beautiful at night and it'll be nice and quiet and peaceful and cold-

my mom: oh? )) did you say you want to move to... a city? in ) california? )

honestly I should just try to land myself in one of those arctic research stations and only ever correspond with my family via packages that contain cryptic letters and gifts in the form of random rocks
sometimes i just send them an envelope containing a photo of a bear and a letter that just says "BEAR"

Can I just say real quick I really relate to this? I know at some points in my life I've had different ideas and desires for my future and it changes, but like that's okay? Then I'm constantly reminded by EVERYONE of that ONE time when I wanted to do something different.

[halo]

the moment i became even the tiniest bit happy
my dad gets some sort of disease. it must be my
punishment for forgetting my place & feeling an
ything other than emptiness or rage. sorry, dad.

[tea rose]

Don't try suggesting this again. If we start this, I won't embrace it and shut up like last time.

[Mooshidog]

I got sick yesterday. Like coughing up gross stuff.
I couldn't eat much bc it didnt sound good. And more stuff. I felt a little better when I went to bed.
Today comes around, coughed up more stuff and still felt like I was under water. Whatever.
My mom gives me medicine. Mind you, I haven't had this type of medication since I stopped treatment.
So for the whole day I've been blazing hot. And getting heat headaches.
A few minutes ago when I was practicing my instrument, I got hit with a heat wave. I got symptoms from the time I had the stomach bug last year. Which are also side effects from the medicine.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow I feel so bad. But I can't miss tomorrow. I start a new class and I'm not missing the first day. Nor am I missing seeing who's in that class. Ugh.

[basil!]

There’s a lot for me to say but I won’t

I envy the people that will “always be there for their friends”
These are such old scars

Why am I thinking about this again

Why does it hurt so much






Why me? At such a young age?

[cad bane]

i feel nice and bubbly and warm when i talk to strange. you, not so much.

i cant believe i once dated you.

you probably don’t even realize how awful you are to me. you’re too busy victimizing yourself.