TheComfortCorner | V.8

[skyline]

i did it. i sent it. i hope this doesn't end badly. i'm so worried about you. i worded it the best i could. i want to at least try to help you through this. your posts are really scaring me now. you're literally one of the only friends i have i can't loose you. i just can't. please let me help you, call me at four in the morning, i don't care. if you need me i'll be there for you, maybe you don't see me in this way but i've always had to hide who i really am from you guys. because if i didn't you'd probably never talk to me again, or just think i'm weird and try to avoid me. but if i have to open up to save you, i'll gladly do so. last year all you guys did was make fun of me, hurtfully. i'm still not sure if you meant it that way but regardless now things are so much different with both of you, you're really cool people now. i'm closer to both of you. either way,, at this point i don't know if things are better or worse than they were last year. maybe it's just because you're hurting. i don't want to see you like this. let me help you, please.

[zhongliswallettt]

I always feel like Im letting my friends down.
Or sometimes I feel excluded.

Also I lost a friend months ago because she decided to blame me for loads of stuff that I never did.
She acted so petty the whole time; I tried to apologize, but its hard to say you're sorry about something you never did.
I would type multiple paragraphs to express my feelings about the situation and I would get a 4 word response.
Im sorry you never cared about how I felt
I had emotions in this situation too


I hate having to apologizing for what other people do
Its almost impulsive
I do it automatically--I say sorry too much

Pms and replies welcome, but i dont know why youd wanna help me though.

[dotdottdoot]

Life is becoming stupid, boring and pointless. It’s the same routine.
Over and over. You go to school, graduate, get a job,
get a relationship, start a family and then retire. It’s pointless;
everyone’s just wasting their life away doing nothing while I just
sit here and watch. What’s even the point. Who even remembers
you when you die?
Maybe it’s because I’ve finally come to the conclusion:
I don’t care about anyone. Not even myself.

[-TØP-]

I feel like I have to go back to the mental asylum again. I'm not fixed. I need more therapy, I'm not okay yet.

[ELDER]

i hate my social anxiety. i feel like the one person in my whole entire school that just goes through the school day without talking to others unless its schoolwork. i cant talk to anyone without wrecking up the conversation halfway through and stuttering. ugh

[kanata]

the freezing sky, the dancing flower petals
they are the corpses of dream chasers
like as if nothing at all occurred
do they plan to obscure them completely?

[uniiversally]

god i hate myself so much
i'm annoying and stupid and nobody likes me
nobody wants to talk to me
all of my friends are leaving me
they don't care
i'm so done with living i just want to sleep forever

[aaAAA]

hello, person who is reading this!
whether you’re on this thread to vent, support others, or simply here from a misclicked link, here’s your reminder to get up and stretch, drink something, and please try to eat! take care of yourself- it doesn’t have to be a cute, “aesthetic” kind of care. make yourself a cup of tea! put on some good music! scream until your throat feels raw and you can’t cry anymore!
you can get through whatever you’re going through, and i will be here cheering you on <3

[cornspurrd.]

i'm loosing a mental battle.

lol help me please.

[hiero]

Every time I make a friend, I start out excited. I have a friend! Such a lovely thing, friendship is. I always want more friends. But as soon as said friend gets remotely close to me, I want to ghost them. Cut them out of my life. Never speak to them again. My mind is this confusing circle of make friends! No, wait, get rid of those friends! And I do do it. I feel like it's not a good thing and I don't want to hurt people, but I also don't want to be close to anyone I guess. But I also do want to be close to people. I wish I could understand myself.

On a separate note, I'm pretty upset right now because it's my bfs birthday, which is awesome. That's not really the problem. Problem is I don't have the funds to buy him anything and I've felt terrible about it. And nobody else got him anything so I feel even worse. And he's pretty upset about it which made me feel even worse. Idk but it also kind of upsets me because I didn't get anything for my bday either but it didn't really bother me and I buy him things throughout the year whenever there's something he really wants and I have enough for it. I just don't have anything right now. Idk I just feel really awful and like a terrible girlfriend