TheComfortCorner | V.8

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[Mooshidog]

I need someone
And miss someone

[Senbonzakura]

I thought I had a lover for once in my life.

We confessed love to each other... She told me she loved me. We digitally kissed. She called me babe, love, darling....

She came to me and told me she was dating someone else.

And I felt my heart snap into two irreplaceable pieces.

I'm trying not to break down but it's so hard.

[Starwood in Aspen]

I feel terrible posting here all the time. But sometimes it's the only place I can go.... So how's my semester going? Great!!! It's week 3 and I've already had one sobbing meltdown in the girls bathroom.... Just. Great... I just want to sleep. I have a quiz at 9 am and I have been laying in bed staring at the ceiling or the wall. Since I politely asked my roommate if I could turn the light off and she laughed at me and asked you mean my light??? No!! And then told me off because my boots were on her side of the room. That was at 10 pm it's now 1:15 am... I know I only have until Wednesday but wow. That really hurt. Now she's chewing gum really loud and watching TV shows on her laptop. I'm too timid to say anything to her. So I just lay here. Trying not to have a complete and total panic attack....

[Atlas ♥]

I feel terrible posting here all the time. But sometimes it's the only place I can go.... So how's my semester going? Great!!! It's week 3 and I've already had one sobbing meltdown in the girls bathroom.... Just. Great... I just want to sleep. I have a quiz at 9 am and I have been laying in bed staring at the ceiling or the wall. Since I politely asked my roommate if I could turn the light off and she laughed at me and asked you mean my light??? No!! And then told me off because my boots were on her side of the room. That was at 10 pm it's now 1:15 am... I know I only have until Wednesday but wow. That really hurt. Now she's chewing gum really loud and watching TV shows on her laptop. I'm too timid to say anything to her. So I just lay here. Trying not to have a complete and total panic attack....

You should never feel ashamed or terrible for posting here often, it's why the thread was created. School can be considerably overwhelming so I don't blame you for having a meltdown. Just be absolutely honest with your roommate and tell them, "I'm sorry but could you please be a little quiet? I have an exam at 9:00 am and really need to sleep". If she refuses, there's not much you can do but attempt to block out the noise. Perhaps plugging in your earphones and playing a relaxing playlist could help you fall asleep?

[Pasteli~]

Today at school I injured one of my friends and I feel terrible about it. She playfully hit me in the shoulder with her lunchbox and I did the same with mine. I didn't realize there was a metal can in my lunchbox. It hit part of her face. It hurt her and I felt terrible. I got suspended for the rest of the day because a lunch aid saw, and I don't know if she'd believe me if I told her I didn't mean to hurt her.
(I'm not expecting a reply on this, I just needed a place to write down my problem)

[houndjaw]

I have a lot to get off my chest, so bear with me if you wanna read the whole thing.

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Been having a rough couple of weeks, starting with the sudden death of my fiancé's cat, who was his entire life. It's brought him down in a slump, as well as me. I loved that cat, and seeing him pass in front of me was almost too much to handle.

On top of that, I have loads of college work piling up on me because I am a chronic procrastinator. Depression and anxiety has made the procrastination worse, and I've fallen behind on a lot of my schoolwork. It's tough to get back on top of things, especially when you have 5 full-time classes on your back.

I got pulled over today on a county road and was awarded two shiny tickets - one for speeding, the other for window tinting (of all things). Being the broke college kid I am, it's gonna be hard getting the money to pay for it. My family is not doing well financially, so it will probably burn a small hole in their pockets. I feel so guilty about it.

I'm on medication for mild depression and anxiety, but I'm about to set up an appointment to meet a therapist. It's a good starting point, anyway. I have a friend who has been seeing one for a month now, and you can tell the difference in his mannerisms.

I just want to be that happy again. All this stuff is overwhelming to the point of me freezing up like a deer in headlights. I can't help but remember that a lot of people around me have it much worse, but that makes me feel worse because I'm thinking it somehow invalidates my own troubles.

[Akatsuki]

I feel so left out ever since I had to leave my school. I wish my parents would understand that I’m semi depressed because of this. I miss my friends. And I’ve been told so many times ‘talk to people’. Talking to others isn’t really going to lift my depression. I know because I have talked to people every once in a while...

I wish I could go back but I can’t, no one to pick me up...

[cornspurrd.]

My uncle passed away Friday night. My parents didn't tell me until today because I was on vacation, and they didn't want to ruin it. My uncle was such a wonderful man, and the only person ever strong enough to confront my father about how he treated us ( siblings and I ) I love, and miss him dearly.

I also miss my friends.. Most of them are still here.. But I'm trying my best to not be so annoying. I miss their kind words, I need them now more than ever.

And Gordon, I didn't forget you, Not yet, Not ever. You and your brothers have a very special place in my heart. Thanks for being my first, and last little rat pack. There will never be another royal rats clan <3

Everything that has happened lately has left me so afraid of death. I'm worried about family dying instead of cherishing how little or how much I have left. Stupid me.

I really feel like giving up, the day just drags on. It's painful to exist. It's hard?? Why is life so dang hard.. Argghh

[TheSongOfTheStars]

I want to vomit up my soul.