TheComfortCorner | V.8

[Vixem]

I’m such an idiot lmao.

Why did I believe her? I fell into the same trap as I did last time, I even saw it coming. Now here we are again, replaying the same scenarios from 2016-2017. There’s nothing I can do about it now, I’m stuck. Gosh, I hate having an alcoholic mother. They can be so manipulative and cruel. But I guess I can’t really help it, I already lost my dad and have no relatives that live in the country anymore. Can’t wait till I’m old enough to move out from this horrid place. To be able to not wear makeup that hides the scars and bruises, to live in a safe environment and to be free from my mother. Thanks a lot mother, you’ve made my life so pleasant. Making me get kicked out of school for low attendance, for making me lose my friends. You’ve done so much for me, I’m so grateful.

[appi]

leaving because there's no more purpose

[farewell]

I have such big dreams for myself but they're unrealistic and I wish I had the nerve to let go of them and be content with what I have. But I'm so miserable. I'm a young adult with literally nothing going for me and I don't know what to do.

[Plushie666]

I'm sorry I can't talk to you, I'm so so so sorry. I miss you, i think of talking to you again every. single. night.
maybe i could talk to you in secret
my dad wants to keep us apart for no reason but I miss you

[uniiversally]

my personality sucks no wonder nobody wants to talk to me lmao

[myth is trash.]

could someone pm me please? i’d really appreciate it. <3

[cribunni]

I never told you why I did it.
Never told you why he was my choice. Why I showed him nothing but love and affection, but showed none of it to you. It had nothing to do with his looks, or with my feelings towards him. My feelings towards him were never really there, anyway. They were non existent. Fake. Almost as meaningless as my apology to you. I could not apologize for what I did. Could not fix the words I had said to you with an “I’m sorry.” I’m not sure what I expected from you. Did I think you would completely forget what happened between us? Did I think that you- amazing you- would bother to associate with me- disappointing me. I know, there is no reason for you to trust me, after eveything that I’ve done. But please, trust me when I say, that I never meant to hurt you. I meant to hurt myself the most out of this, but never you. I want you to know that I dated him because of something I was going through. It had nothing to do with him, and everything to do with his gender. I needed to see how I felt about him being a him. This, all of this, had nothing to do with me holding feelings for him. Never once. That night when you told me to look you in the eyes and say to you that I didn’t have any feelings for him? I did not laugh because I had feelings for him. I laughed, because I was staring into the eyes of the person I did have feelings for.

[cornspurrd.]

started with the thought of my passed dog, Progressed into the pass of my rats, Then into family members. I'm crying now... I want a hug . Loss sucks.

[quit-cs]

can my internet dont
im trying to speak to someone over discord but its a lil hard to do that when my wifi keeps on crashing

[zhongliswallettt]

My family likes to not include each other (more just not include my mother)
and argue about every darn situation they get into.
They don't think of the stress it puts on me when they do it around me.
I'm perfectly capable of understanding what you're doing to one
another. I hate to hear you all argue about things. My nana needs a new
house and a divorce; I KNOW what those words mean, okay?
They won't let my mother put in her say and will only ask for her help when they
need it. They're all just using her.
Can't you all just get along for once and stop stressing me out along with school?
Ugh, just tired and frustrated.
I feel like I can't do anything about this stupid situation. My horrible
anxiety does NOT help with this either hh...