TheComfortCorner | V.8

[Senbonzakura]

I have literally the worst luck on the face of the planet. Can't ever be the lucky one for anything. Ever.

It's really really depressing. I hate it.

[Loxo]

I’m anxious and scared.

My cousins got evacuated from their house because of a fire that’s sweeping through the mountains. My aunt was told by firefighters that nothing short of a miracle can save their house. My aunt is all alone at the moment because my uncle is in South Korea on a military assignment and won’t be home for almost a year.

I’m worried for them, and was wondering if I could ask the users of chicken smoothie a favor:

If any of you who read this are religious in any way, could you please pray for my family’s safety?
It would mean a lot to me.

[נוריאל]

lonely at 1am again. i crave being loved more than anything in the world and it'll never end.

[typically,]

its three am. i'm crying for no reason.

i need help.

[halo]

i'm sorry for being transgender. i'm sorry for being so disgusting to you. it doesn't matter how many people tell me "come out, they won't hate you!" i know they will. they'll hate me forever. they've said it. they've told me that if i were transgender they'd hate me. so i'll have to hide in this body forever, even though i'll have to spill some tears and blood to do so. i'm sorry for being born like this. i'm sorry that it's not a phase. i'm sorry that i'm a disgrace and that i'm less than dirt to you. but i still love you, and i hope that i'm not too evil, at least in your eyes.

[onion]

tfw nobody answers you and youre just like :) ok :) thats :) fine :)

[「 vivien 」]

I hate myself so much, words
cannot explain the slightest
bit.

[douceur]

i'm sorry for being transgender. i'm sorry for being so disgusting to you. it doesn't matter how many people tell me "come out, they won't hate you!" i know they will. they'll hate me forever. they've said it. they've told me that if i were transgender they'd hate me. so i'll have to hide in this body forever, even though i'll have to spill some tears and blood to do so. i'm sorry for being born like this. i'm sorry that it's not a phase. i'm sorry that i'm a disgrace and that i'm less than dirt to you. but i still love you, and i hope that i'm not too evil, at least in your eyes.

I'm sorry. I might not understand what you are going through, but to me, all transgender people are brave and beautiful. It takes courage to be who you want to be, no matter what society says. Please do not be ashamed of who you are inside, and continue to love yourself because you are worth it.

[guh-huh!]

a haiku:
i just want to sit
and cry until my eyes
run out of tears lol.
anyways, i'm really tired and my college classes are so hard
and everything's falling apart i hate it so much.
it's only been one week but i know i can't do any better
and i'm such a failure to everyone including muself
and i don't know what to do anymore.

[Eagle's Eye]

My sleep is getting worse. Yesterday I took a 1.5mg melatonin pill at 9PM to help me sleep, but it still took me more than 2 hours for me to actually fall asleep. Then I woke up at 2AM and now it's 7 but I'm unable to fall asleep. I am tired of, well, being tired. I just want to be able to fall asleep and wake up like normal people. I need to be productive because I really have a lot of stuff to finish this school year but I can't do much when I have a pounding headache and feel really irritable. I've tried everything - warm showers before bedtime, only resting on bed and not working there, not having an empty stomach, having a consistent sleep schedule, exercising, being under the sun for a long time, putting electronics away before bedtime and listening to relaxing music. At this point I feel like I really need to go see a doctor but I'm pretty sure my mom won't let me. She doesn't understand how much this has been affecting my everyday life. Plus I am unfamiliar and uncomfortable with hospitals so I can't sneak to one by myself