TheComfortCorner | V.8

[Aasira Ian]

Hahaha ok. So I’m too black white people dont like me. Now I’m “African” so I don’t understand what the “REAL” African Americans go through being decendants of slaves. Oh sorry you said African Americans don’t wanna be called that they jus wanna be black. But like apparently because I’m just African, I’m not part of you, so I guess I am not black either? I’m green right? Who even are you. Me saying that I’m tired of people being racist isn’t “valid” because my ancestors didn’t go through what yours did? Well yeah. I don’t even care. My ancestors were frikkin kings and queens so screw off.

Why can’t I just FIT IN. I’m too American for my African friends and I’m too African for African Americans.. then white people are completely out of the question apparently

I just
Want
To
Be
Among

I can understand what you are going through, I belong to a race that is hated by likely 5.2/7.2 people (except very few that dont really care or get to know me before knowing that, so they know Im not like what they think
it's like holding on a peice of fire, it burns me to leave it, and I can, but I have to hold on to it, it's my life
what I can help you with though is, remember 40% of the people on earth are with you, they are as well black, and they feellike you, you are all very strong, and I support you with all of my heart, and wish I could brin you all together, away from the racism you face daily and make all of you happy <3

[Sciencin']

working on college applications to prestigious schools got me like

[mandalorian]

it's been a year without my cat, who i had for my entire life until last year in june.
i thought the pain would be better by now, but it will never be better. i miss her so much. she really was my best friend, as sad as that is.
i literally called out for her today instinctively
i just
i miss her so much i feel like it's unbearable sometimes

[Starwood in Aspen]

I have had joint pains kinda coming in and out for the past two weeks. I blamed it on stumbling somewhere or my heavy weight... But with the headaches and cold/flu like symptoms. Just being tired and a general off feeling.... I have been exposed to ticks all summer what with being on the farm. It is starting to point towards Lyme's disease... I guess maybe tomorrow I should go in to the doctor and find out. The pain in my knee is keeping me awake right now. I should be in bed I have class at 10 am. Thing is I never saw a bulls eye rash. But I guess I'll have to go in and get checked out to find out for sure.. wish me luck..

[「 vivien 」]

I have been trying to compose a post for around 10 solid
minutes and just ended up erasing everything. I genuinely
don't know what to write here anymore, or if it's even
worth it. I just don't see the purpose anymore, I've lost
interest in so many things. Writing, drawing, work, school,
life. It's meaningless. We go to school and work for three-
quarters of our lives then live in retirement, being
forgotten by our loved ones then, die.

How do people find living so pleasant when the world's full
of people who are selfish, judgemental and full of hatred.
No-one cares anymore, they're just destroying Earth and
people living on it. We're a disturbance to the wildlife and
land, we don't belong here.


And neither do I.

[the folly of man]

I really just wanna cry right now and I can't pinpoint why
I'm not okay

edit: I'm r e a l l y not okay

[Senbonzakura]

So apparently the IT teacher doesn't trust me to connect to the tech wifi to access DA???

Like...?

Is it because I left the class because it was too hard?

I want to cry. How am I supposed to work now.

All the teachers and everyone love me but she just... doesn't trust me? Thinks I'll download a virus?

I want to go home.

[risotto]

I bring myself up but it's always temporary. I don't want to go back having to take care of myself and being alone all the time. I'm too young to just be left and told to "taje care of yourself"

I did it before

I got extremely depressed

I had no motivation

I can't keep doing this, acting like I'm fine isn't working out.

[mikae]

I’m really really sad..

Almost a week ago, my school lost someone. I never knew her on a personal level, but she seemed so funny and outgoing, and she had so much in front of her and things to look forward to, but.. that was taken away. I had wanted to meet her, but I was too scared and racked with anxiety. I’ve been crying over this, but it helped me realize something. It helped me to realize that life has so much to offer. There’s so much out there. So many potential careers, friends, possibilities, scenarios.. it’s beautiful. It also helped me realize that time should be cherished. You may hear the phrase “use your time wisely”, and not think twice about what you’re doing with your life. Yet, in the end, we don’t have a lot of it. I’ve never thought about this until now, and I’m so glad that I have.. though, the pain lingers.

[Cruxich]

I don't know if it'll be the last I'll ever hear from him or not.

I don't know wether to be fully upset at him, or not if it doesn't happen.

I don't know if I should stay in grief, or just move on and start anew.

This is why I never let anyone get super close to me, things like this always happen.