dear wo,
I'm sorry. I'm a terrible person and you know that. I couldn't even apologize in person so I'm typing it here. I don't know why I'm doing this, maybe as a cheap way to temporarily lighten the guilt or a way to forget about it. Either way, it doesn't change who I am. If I were you, I would hate me in secret but be nice on the outside. In fact, I wouldn't be surprised if that's what you're doing. Don't forgive me, I don't deserve it. I'm a horrible person not just to you, but to everyone. Just imagine school without me, wouldn't it be so much better? It would. Don't deny it, 'cause it's what everyone thinks. I really don't know what to do anymore, but I still hope I can turn things around. I don't have the courage or bravery to confront you face to face, so I played a coward's move and typed this. Don't forgive me till the day I die.
dear tea,
I'm not sure anymore, but can you blame me? It all seems like everything's falling apart and the only thing sticking together are the unconstructed pieces. It looks like things have gotten better, but I still don't think it has. It's all fake. I'm not even sure who this letter is for, maybe a group of people but still, whichever one of you reads this or none of you at all, I hope you can forgive me. I hope you can forget me. I hope you replace me once I'm gone. It'll be better for everyone. Don't I sound like an angsty teenager on Tumblr right now? Hah, everyone might aswell view me as one and I might be one. Maybe the age isn't spot on, but that doesn't matter does it? Anyways, I have to go soon, so I just need to tell M. that I'm okay with you leaving, I. that my opinion of you is forever changing and A. that you remind me of the beginning of fifth grade. Perfect.
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..............................................hi im spot or petuski !!
im a huge fat scp fan
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