Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[frogicat]

to invisible witch

I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have treated you that way.
I shouldn't have let the peer pressure take over.
I should have stood up for you.
Please forgive me.

[ActualAmadeus]

dear lucky
i hope you know i love you. maybe not in the way you love me, but i love you. a lot. its been a wonderful seven years with you. i wouldn't trade them for anything.
it's amazing to see a childhood friend stick around this long. when we met we were young and childish and knew nothing of the world. we only spoke for a month each year, but it was more than enough. it's rare to find your type.
there are things about me that scared you. my gender being one. it was a shot in the dark. i was terrified in a big airport and about to explode. i sent the messages and turned my phone off for the flight. you were confused, worried. but you listened to me, and you still loved me afterward. you stayed. do you know how many people would leave me after something like that?
you instantly changed for me. you came up with a code for me to tell you what i was feeling without outing myself. you respected my personal bubble. god, you changed the way you spoke to make me feel comfortable. i couldn't be luckier. it's the little things, you know?
please be kind to yourself.
i know you and your stubborn head to reach the top, i know you're going to keep your head up, but for all that is holy please be kind to yourself. you are loved. i love you. i love you a lot. there are so many people who love you. please accept their love.
i know i won't be able to repay you for all the effort you have put in to help me realize your worth. i only pray i may help you realize yours.

love u lots xox
-snickers

ps. please make me some more banana bread. i ate the last loaf already

[chooch]

dear self,

self reflection is good.
this is what I learned from this nights talk.
mom died back in 2015. you didn't want to fully acknowledge it then, but she was going through a hard time physically and emotionally. you weren't there for her like you needed to be. there wasn't much you could do because you were young and you didn't know, but you still could've tried harder. you didn't spend a lot of time with her. you didn't share many laughs or many mother daughter moments. part of it was your fault. but some of it was hers too.
I wish I could go back and redo it. I wish I could go back in time and savor every single moment with her; create memories, share laughs, be a good daughter to my mother to show her that she isn't alone. I wish I could go back and show her that I cared.

I guess this is a "revelation" a little bit. I need to be a better sister, and granddaughter too.
grandma has dementia. there isn't much you can do. however, talk to her more. sit with her. just be there and show her that she isn't alone too. I don't want her to go feeling like she's alone and her grandkids are ignoring her.

lastly, be there for your brother. quit brushing him off when he asks to hang out. ask to hang out with him once and a while. I don't want to have a bad relationship with my brother in the future.
I want to change. I need to change. I need to become a little less bitter and more open when it comes to my family.

there's a lot that I need to work on. there's nothing that you can't improve upon. you're a good person inside. you've always been a kind person to others. I just need to do that with my family more often.

[HowlToTheWind]

Dear R,

I wish I could tell you this so badly, but if I do then it'll probably start a lot of unnecessary drama and hurt... so I'll just put it here. R, I like you. You're cute, funny, and sweet. Like when we were at camp and my friend sprayed me in the eyes with bug spray and you helped me wash it out of my eyes, or at camp that night when we just stood there clapping, and that adorably dumb hat you wore everyday at camp. And that night at youth group, when you wore that white button up shirt.. I couldn't take my eyes off you. Your messy brown hair. God, I sound so creepy right now but I just can't get you out of my head. I'm crushing HARD. I wish I was 3 years older. So I actually had at least a chance of being with you. I love you so much, R

<3~ Topaz

[oat milk]

dear _______ _____,
yeah, i know. i'm not exactly sorry, but i know you aren't either. i want you to get better. :(

[hirschel]

Dear L
You know that we know eachother for 4 years right? Well yeah, that's quite the problem... You have to know that I spend with you all my happy moments like: When we we're going 6 kilometers just to see a lake and eat ice cream. Welp, it wasn't boring. I'm so thankful that I could spend that 6 hours with you, just walking for 3 hours. All those happy memories are made by you. I still remember how we met. Do you remember that teacher? And us? Just talking and not paying attention to the english extra classes? Those are really nice memories. Through that 4 years I could make everything for you, now too. You're the best friend I could ever have!
And here goes the sad part. Remember when you told me that your crush likes you? That was the moment when I became... upset. Then I realised that I like you. Not as a friend. I felt something more. And still do. I don't care if that'll make me lesbian. I don't care what people will think. The only thing I care about is you. I know that I won't even send this. I'm just too scared...That... You will reject me. And that would break our friendship.
Remember. Even if he's going to be yours boyfriend, I'm still going to be happy for you. And if he'll hurt you, I will murder him. Beacuse you mean the world to me. You're everything I could ever ask for. I will be always there for you. And remember.

No matter what you'll do, I'll be always there for you

~Always yours, Oliv

[chris is tired]

dear d,
listen, i don't know what i did, or why we aren't talking anymore.
i wonder if you're ignoring me, or if you're just ignoring everyone
in general. but, seeing how you hung out with your 'enemy' two
days in a row, i'm starting to think that you're just ignoring me.
i really want to know what i did wrong, if i had done something
wrong. i want to talk to you again, i really miss you! i want you
to know that, but you know how i am when it comes to talking
to people. i just, really want to see how you've changed, because
i know you have changed. i want to be your friend again, hang
out, and see you again. can you just talk to me? just once?
but im rambling. i hope you've been good though.

- c

[northern downpour ;;]

anyone or the void, i guess,

I'm. really tired of thinking "this person is perfect for me" and then it just. doesn't work out. because of. something out of my control. and that's what it usually is, something out of my control. it sUCKS and i hate being in love sometimes sdbbdjg

i'm in love with them and i'm scared of getting hurt and it just. won't work out. it never would, would it? but i could be so happy with them. i know i could.

i'm.
i'm tired.

- northern

self,

me: "i wish I could talk to anyone about this"
literally anyone that matters: "you can talk to me about anything"
me: "i guess i'll just keep it bottled up forever "

s t o p

- northern

[unickorn]

to myself:
congrats loser on 2* years on CS
also stop pushing yourself so much

my crush:
hello cutie <3
you make my day better by even showing up
you don’t understand how much i love you

my mom:
i love ur hard work, keep it up <3

[buzzy]

dear me,
stop it.
stop being
so sad.
- m