dear c,
you were not who i thought you were.
i was not you thought i was.
i still think about you, and it makes me sad.
i'm so disappointed in you.
you were my best friend, and yet you turned
into my supposed enemy.
i don't hate you, i don't fear you, i don't envy you.
i just wish when you broke up with me you didn't form a hatred towards me.
we always reassured each other that no matter what happens we'd always be there for each other, we'd always be friends.
i, the fool that i was, thought you were truly different.
evidently, i was wrong.
i've tried talking to you, and to my unfortunate surprise it did not turn out well in the slightest.
i can never forget what you said to me, no matter how hard i try.
i just wanted to have a normal conversation with you, but you were so upset.
i find it odd that you were the one who broke up with me, much less how you broke up with me on the day we began dating- one year prior.
yet you were the angry one.
all.
at.
me.
" you make me feel like complete trash.
i'm so angry at you.
i can't believe you would do this to me "
i still don't completely understand what i did, if i'm being honest.
and now i can't ask you, since you've blocked me on everything.
i still care, and i still worry about you.
i know what you're capable of, i just wish you weren't so immature about things that matter.
put a bit more thought into your words and actions, trust me, it'll go a long way.
i hope we can talk again in the future, as i truly do hope things work out for you.
farewell.