dear b,
hi
you don't know me I guess, at all?
I just really hope you're okay. I don't know what's going on, nor how to help but just know I'm here even though I know you aren't reading this. I don't know if it's true and I'm not going to believe anything that anyone has said about you until you've said it yourself but- I just hope it's not true that you tried to harm yourself. You kept talking about how happy you are/were and I was so proud of you. I just don't know what's going on but know that I love you and I wish you well. I don't know what you meant by ''at this moment i was more scared of losing you than losing my life'' exactly, I just wish you, or you both, well.
love you,
sam (and j probably <3)