Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[.Kira Nightblade.]

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[Raptorfang]

I figured recently that my old posts on this thread have a lot of old emotional baggage I wanna detach myself from, so I'm going through and getting rid of them to help move forward. This is sort of cathartic I guess. Ok peace out.

[e u p h o r i a]

Dear S

I want to find you, because I'm always in the past.

- A

[oat milk]

dear k,
i miss u :-( im sorry you dont feel well and i think about you a lot. im sorry i was a bad friend. empathy is hard and talking to others is hard and you confused me a lot, but i cherish you and i know your life will end up being okay. i wish i could redo the past few years so our friendship could have been something more. i love you. :-)

[Wolfumus]

Dear 3,
You've made it clear enough, you don't like me, in fact it seems you hate me, but haven't you taken enough? Please don't take her from me. I love her. I love her so much. And, as much as you've hurt me, I know that God preaches forgiveness. It's hard, I'll be honest, but still, I forgive you.

[Pale Verditer]

Dear ____ and ____,
I don't think you realize how much I'm suffering. I feel so forgotten.
I'd talk to you about it but you both have your reasons. Boyfriend and personal issues I suppose. It's only natural that you should react faster to those things than to my messages.
Sometimes I almost feel like you know what you're doing but I overthink things. That's just how I am. I'm an Aquarius after all. I always overthink things.
Before you come at me, defending yourself saying "Why didn't you tell me?", well, I'm scared. No excuses. I'm just scared. I feel like I don't have a say when it comes to how I feel because I know someone will get defensive. I've always been like that with everyone.
It's partially my fault I guess. I'm not much of a joy to be around and I'm just terrified of everything.
If this makes you happy then I'm happy. I only want my friends happy, and honestly I shouldn't be upset over something revolving around my petty emotions.

[uηsρεcifiεd ¢ryҏtiɗ]

Dear E,
I'm sorry for how I treated you in the last weeks, but was it any worse than what you did to me? I've cried over how I was treated so much, and I was just terrified of getting caught in the loop again, so I quit talking. I regretted it, but once I start doing something like that, I really can't stop. I apologized, was that not enough? I don't like to end things with mutual hatred, though I've been more a mix of sad, angry, and confused. I mean really, was I being used the whole time? I just wanted to be nice by letting you copy off my homework. I always feel like I have to give people stuff for them to care about me. You only ever seemed to talk to me when you wanted something. I'd try to talk to you, and you'd ignore me if someone you liked better was there. I felt like a joke, a third-rate friend. Never your first choice for anything. Then you replaced me on "Fun Day." You never even said hi. You never invited me to your house. I wanted to go, and I even asked my mom. I felt so left out. Maybe it's good that you're moving.

Bye forever, A

[Raptorfang]

I figured recently that my old posts on this thread have a lot of old emotional baggage I wanna detach myself from, so I'm going through and getting rid of them to help move forward. This is sort of cathartic I guess. Ok peace out.

[swiftheart54]

Dear mom, I don’t know if you where being lazy but having your phone charger in your cup of coffee is not going to heat it back up again. And no I didn’t do it because you where sitting there and it had to of happened when you yanked your phone off the charger and went to the other room. I didn’t notice it till I wanted to charge my phone for a bit so it was already ruined when I got there and I could not have saved it. Sorry

[Pale Verditer]

Dear ___,
I may not be here one day. How would you feel then..?


Probably nothing. It already seems like I'm forgotten anyways.