Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[FNAF]

dear ____,
i just want to spend more time with you. i wish you'd just get it. do you just not care? because i care about you more than you know. i just want to spend some time with you for once.

[replicant]

dear _,

Why did you do those things? Because of you, I have not known peace for over eleven years. I forgive you, but I cannot forget. How could I? I'm still sorting through the collateral damage in the aftermath.

Maybe in the next life.

[0009]

i'm so tired all the time. negativity. i am a volcano. a magma full of scalding hot thoughts that bubble inside my stony, soiled exterior. who are you? who is the person that i whisper to when i am unwell? will you help me? i am a a bird who has fooled herself that her wings are broken, when really i am too embarrassed to admit that i fear flying into a tree once more. instead of facing my fear, i waddle aimlessly across a barren land. this will never go anywhere. it never does. yet, i think of you. the person. whoever it is that you are. and a calm washes over me. perhaps you are simply a numbing sensation. a mind induced drug that dulls my sense of my thoughts that lack comprehensive thought. i don't care who you are. pick me up, into your arms. make my skin tingle with the slight brush of your fingers against mine. i wait eagerly for your return, stranger. sleep well.

[silverlock]

Dear J and E
I know that you're the underdogs of your respective social groups. I understand how hard it is to try and fit in, look attractive and be respected by your peers. I mean, I've gone through that and I'll keep experiencing it for a while. It's a part of life, y'know?
But please, please don't make me solve it for you. Please don't make me go down yet another spiral of self-regret, this one for not being able to help you out. I wish I was mature enough to truly be there for you, listen to your neverending relationship drama and/or self-deprecating comments and know how to help you through it all. But I'm not mature. I don't even know what to make of my own life. You can't rely on someone who can't fix her own situation to fix yours.
I know that you're truly some of the kindest, most loving people I've ever known. But I beg of you, let me be on my own. I can't be there for you all the time. You can't get used to getting outside help for your inside problems. That only calls for disaster in your adult years and they're times more than your teenage ones. You've got to learn that the world doesn't compromise the gullible. You're still young at heart and innocent, which are (of course) good traits to have in your childhood years. But that's that - childhood years. Now you're growing into who you're going to become and being unable to deal with disappointments won't do you any good. Becoming a fighter is what's going to help you through it all. But I can't be your mentor.

Sincerely, the most coldhearted friend you've ever had

[yaksha]

dear e -
why do you act like this towards me? you aren’t the same person I knew you to be. Do you remember, the fun times we had, we were best friends, we did everything together. I’ve known you for 7 years. How can you toss me aside so easily and act like nothing ever happened between us? Why are you so stubborn? WHY is it always me that has to initiate things between us now, and you just replace me with someone else like I never meant anything to you. It pains me that I can’t ever tell you how I feel and that I am going to cut you off in few weeks time. It’s unfortunate that I wanted you to come to my wedding. To be my best friend forever. But now, it’s all gone. Every single memory we’ve made together, all gone to waste.

[breadstick]

,

lmao you messed me up more than you think you did
i hope youre proud
i never wanted to admit you did and i repressed for so many years and thats landed me with a diagnosis of a disassociation disorder and honestly ive never felt more defeated in my life
you won


i wonder how often i occupy your thoughts, if at all
what you think of me n whatnot
im so done being scared and paranoid about meeting you in the street again
i dont want to run into you
i barely remember you at all anymore, ive repressed so much, i can barely remember my own childhood
that hurts

[rainfall;]

to my wallet

im sorry i bought bts&vamps tickets, i know it hurt you
but im bout to buy monsta x tickets too
so uh
sorry

love you lots ❤️

and to j,

im really sorry if i’ve messed up your life
i couldn’t handle it anymore
but i never meant to cause this many problems for you

from, l

[hiero]

.

[Mistfox]

To Leah
I love you more than my own family, you’re my everything and I know you probably don’t feel the same way but I just have to say it somehow. The songs I wrote over the past few days were all about how I feel towards you and I dream about what could happen if we got together, bought a nice house and maybe adopted a couple of kids and horses (obviously not till we’re older though!) I really wish this could happen.
-Love, Thea


To Faith
I never thought you could be so understanding and still want to be my friend after I came out and I love you for it, also thank you for practically forcing me to watch Pretty Little Liars, I love it. Also please don’t be so awkward when I want to talk to you about Leah in public, I’ve never cared what people think of me and it’s not gonna change now because I can handle the idiots at school, you’re a good friend but please understand I want people to know.
-Love, Thea


To Granny
Please don’t hate me, I accept you so please accept me.
-Love, Thea

[quruxci]

to j
there's a lot of
things
happening right now
and i don't think i like it that much
when i'm alone
my thoughts on everything change
when i'm not
everything is okay
but i worry about
what is truly right
you caused pain for too many people
and i don't know what to do about it
because i feel trapped
by your words
and others' words
and the trap is closing
and i'm claustrophobic

l