Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[hellebore]

You often thought you knew things. You never do, but no one does. Truth is only a moment and in the next, it is a lie. Such is life. Move on and forget it, take the new truth, run.

And what have we now? Loss of health, loss of material things, loss of a comforting environment. My body hurts from hard work, my heart hurts from grief. I need to forget about it all. Material doesn't matter, I'll start over with new doctors, and I'll make the most of the new little home with it's tall ugly grey wall by the highway. Tidy up the shabby tiny yard space. Erase my memories of my past decor themes and redecorate. New hobbies. New focuses. Nothing matters. Nothing matters.
When something bad happens to me, I try to think of the pain as a tool--this hurt is developing me. This is shaping me and helping me to grow as a person even though I cry and want to scream. I've lost everything now but my immediate family. That scares me because I don't want them to be next. But I can't think like that. Anyhow, it hurts a lot and I'm going to change and nothing will ever be the same.

Cast it aside, let it go. These withered old leaves, the green ones too, it's time to pluck them. Erase erase erase

[clickbait]

dear s,
i haven't seen you in such a long time, but i can't stop thinking about you.
you weren't just the cutest person i have ever seen, but you were smart,
creative, kind and caring. i lied saying i didn't like you because another
girl threatened me. i don't know what to do. i'm scared and i miss you
love,
c

[Flowerbud X.]

Seriously man? You baffle me.
You already took over the whole basement and you also want to take over the room that is now empty upstairs???
1) I would love to have that room as my own since I've only ever had my own once 6 years ago for like...1 1/2 months since you took over that too. For a very stupid reason might I add. Oh my weights can't be in the garage anymore because of the weather. It had a heater in it for the winter and stayed cool enough in the summer because of the ceiling fan and that stand up air conditioner you had. Smh.
2) That room is adjacent to our current room and all you would do is yell at us or complain. Especially when we girls have our rare heart to heart conversations.
This is just a bad idea man. You don't need to move your 'man cave' up here so it can be a shop. Just move your weights down into all that soon to be free space and put a shop there like geez.
And when I and Mom objected to your 'idea', you threw a hissy fit, taking it out on me. Just : ////

[StormingPanther]

Tomorrow's your birthday...and the thought of it makes me...sad.
I know you broke up with me, and I'm not going to get down on my knees and beg for you to take me back, I'm not that foolish. I don't care if you still cross my mind, I'm not going to bend to your will and come crawling back like many girls before me have probably done to you. My friends have said our relationship was toxic anyway, you taking your anger out on me and causing me to cry, but then kept apologizing and apologizing...and that was the end of it. It probably was, I just didn't want to admit it, because I was so in love with you and I wanted to make big plans to fly out to Germany to see you for the first time face to face...to touch you physically and not just communicate through screens and calls.
I cut off communications with you, you know why? Because I wanted to see if I could move on and not look back, and you know what? I did, I'm single and I'm free.I'm free from your dungeon of lies and I'm free from your devilish eyes and I'm free from your arms and kisses and words. So you know what?

This time...I won.

Goodbye Prisma, Roger, you won't miss me, and I will never miss you

Sincerely, your ex

[snailkinz]

i'm sorry for being so distant now. i wish i can just talk to all of you again and laugh along with you again like we used to, but i'm too sad to do anything now. whenever i'm sad i think i need to be alone, but then once i'm alone, it hurts so much and i'm dying to speak to someone, then because i've gotten used to being alone for so long i get too scared to go back to my friend groups since i fear its just gonna be awkward. i'm so sorry if you think i don't care about you anymore, i love you so much. seeing you and our other friends laugh and smile in 3rd period makes me feel happy for you. i wish life wasn't such a pain for me right now so i could be a part of your life again.

[yeosang1]

dear r

i
cannot
believe you!!!
why cant you accept it? huh?
there is no reason you cant.
you are half asses everything at this point.
someone sends you a paragraph?
"cant do it. sorry."
i caNT
BELIEVE YOU!!!!!

AND YOU WONT EVER CARE ABOUT ME
YOU SPAM ALL MY MESSAGES OUT
I CANT GET A WORD IN WITH YOU ONLINE
I FEEL SO IGNORED
THA N K S.
ALOT.
LOVE YOU :::::::::::::)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[Ja986]

Dear Me
You can do it. You can do it.

[spookypuff]

Dear me,

I love you at all costs. Even though bad thoughts come in... your best friend is always there. on wednesday she needs your support. be there and don't let her down.

[goobi the sociable]

dear x,

i want you to be okay, and i wish i could be there for you in real life. if there's anything i can do to help, anytime, please do not hesitate to tell me. you deserve to know that i love and care about you so, so much, and that there is nothing that could ever change that. i hope that you're having a good day today. you deserve it.

sincerely, me.

[AdriftSkipper]

why are we being self-destructive

i just wanted to speak with you. i just wanted to be good again. i just wanted to be on your side and seen as good again by you.

why can't we just try to reach that? why do we have to ensure continued hostilities?

i've asked so many times about what i can do to work towards that. i knew what i was doing wasn't getting us anywhere. i tried to ask how i could be productive and i got no response

and now things are just pure vitriol and hate from the one person who i thought was above that.

i should hate you. blu does. she calls you a c*** and a b**** and i hate hearing those words describing you. i should hate you for what you've become and for what you've forced us into. but i can't.

i'll forever hold onto the hope that we can be better. both of us both individually and between the two of us. because i feel like giving up on that thought will mean giving up on the only life i've ever had. the only thing i felt was certain.

you'll hate hearing this. you probably already know this and loathe the fact. but i still love you. with ever fibre of my being.
if it was ever there to begin with, it will remain forever.
it looks like it wasn't truly reciprocated, but i still just want to be on your side again. i will never give up on that, even if it means i have to "die mad"
does "mad" mean angry or crazed? I expect you intended the former, but i'm wondering if the latter is even more true.