Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Nari UwU]

Dear L,

I miss you. So much. You shaped so much of my personality that nothing is interesting anymore because it all reminds me of you and I want to stop hurting. I wish you’d never met A. I hate her, I hate what she’s done to you, I hate who she’s made you. You were so strong, stronger than anyone, and I’d trade anything to see you strong again. I know you hate me now, but I don’t. I can’t hate you. I always had nightmares about what it would be like to loose you, but not a single one of them ended with you hating me. Not a single one, because I’m my wildest dreams I never imagined you’d turn on me. You were my rock through my hardest years, and now you’re the cause of my hardest year so far. I wish we hadn’t grown up. I miss you before the world stomped on you and spit you out on A’s doorstep. I wish I could have helped more when your mom came, I wish I could have helped with J, and one of my biggest regrets in life will always be not helping you with A before it was too late.

[Pinesong]

Dear S,
I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I don't know whats wrong with me or why I won't visit you but it sucks and I do miss you like hell. Not a day goes past where I don't think about you. It's been almost 4 months. Someday I'll find it in me to come and see you, and that may even be tonight. No idea how you'll react to seeing my damn sorry face but Maddie has told me how much you miss me. I miss us- all the early morning coffees, all the danger we put ourselves in, the amount of times we found ourselves back at p's. One day, one day.

Dear C,
I love you and miss you so damn much. Honestly there hasn't been a single 15 minute period in the past few days where I haven't thought about you. I'll see you in a week though and I can't wait <3 <3
I'm trying to not write too much here about you because it'll get me thinking about you again but I can foresee that it isn't going to work. I've tried to busy myself this week the best I could in order to not have too much time to think about and miss you but there's always gaps where my heart aches to be near you. If I'm honest, its pathetic how much I miss you. I miss your face, your smile, your scent, your gorgeous hair, your hugs, your laugh and those cute dimples you get under your eyes when you smile. I long for your company, to just sit and talk with you about anything and everything anywhere. You've got a heart bigger than the sun and I love you for it. I don't give you enough credit for the amount of times you make me smile each day. You bring out my ugly laugh and as embarrassing as that may be, I love you for it. Most of my best memories are with you and I want to keep running in the rain with you till my legs feel numb. You're so refreshingly different and I feel it like cold rain on my skin. You're everything I didn't expect you to be. I never thought I'd find everything I've ever wanted in the guy I used to playfully tease 3 years ago, running around in circles by some stupid bus stop. I don't regret a single moment of it because it's all led up to now and I feel so beautifully and unapologetically alive. Stay safe and I hope you have a safe flight back <3
I can't wait to see you <3 <3

Dear CSDAEMCD,
I feel like I don't tell you enough but you really are my everything. I love you more than I could ever begin to express and I'd be so so lost without you. You have brought such amazing technicolor into my life and it wouldn't be the same without you. My life is just better with you in every way. I never want to loose you- ever. It astounds me every single day how amazing and talented you are and I'm one of the luckiest people in the world to know someone like you. Sometimes I could swear heaven left an angel down here by accident. I dream of the day that we're old and grey together laughing and reminiscing about our lives on some shabby old porch, taking shaky breaths of the cool afternoon air. Please take care of yourself because I care about you more than you'll ever know and I have no idea what in the world I'd do without you. Can't wait to see you when we're both living fossils. Oh and on Tuesday!

Dear D,
You're an angel, truly. You're hilarious and intelligent and understanding and so so unbelievably kind. You think of everyone and are always there to make your friends smile. There's no way to express in words how much of an unbelievably good person you are and it astounds me that someone like you exists. You're an angel on earth. I wish more people were like you because if they were, the world would be a better place. You're like my rock. My comfort, my sanity in a way. As long as you're okay, I know I'm going to be, which is why I'll always protect you no matter what. I admire you. I'm so sorry about all of this with M, you never deserved any of that and I'm so sorry for all of it. I know it's supposed to be in the past but it keeps finding it's way back to you like what you messaged me about the other night. I'm so sorry that it isn't all over but one day it'll be peace I promise. I love you and you know I do.

[Lostfairy]

Dear my Min sweetie,

Gosh, I fell more in love with you. Honestly. My thoughts keep traveling back to you and your swoony smile and your... attractiveness. Not just your drop-down gorgeous good looks but your personality that is so darn sweet and makes me fall head-over-heels in love every time I learn more about it.
That was sappy but whatever, call me a sap cuz those words are true and I mean them so much.
Can I just please hug you right now...? ;-;
Stay safe, sweetie. I will definitely wait for you. Two years is a long time but heck, I will wait. I don't know what will happen in those years but whatever does... I hope I'm still this much in love with you.
Remember God loves you, darling. Keep pushing on, you're doing great. <3
-a hopelessly in love girl

Dear M,
I have decided to fully forgive you. Looking back, hey, you messed up but we both did. You manipulated me but I've done the same to other people. It makes me incredibly guilty and I hope you aren't feeling guilty.
I'd love a response back on that email I sent over half a year ago but maybe I should send you another, hey? An apology? Is that what you want? Or maybe I should clear up that I heckin' forgive you.
Maybe you don't care. Whatever. I'm also doing this to free myself.
Have a good day, old friend, I hope it's better than your usual "decent." c;
-Mari

Dear G,
I forgive you too. You're actually a bit like me, I could totally see myself messing up the way you did. Maybe not in the same way but I dunno. Makes it easier to forgive you if I can see myself in your shoes and say, "Hey, I would have done that too!"
Your comment on my blog definitely made me realize that we've both matured. Let's try this again, k?
Have a good day, old old friend.
-Lost

Dear T, S, A, and C,
You guys honestly are what helps me keep going. When things are rough, you're all around me, supporting me, being the bestest friends I've ever heckin' had.
I never would have thought that I'd have a group of epic and hilariously weird friends like you a few years ago. We all knew each other a few years ago but we weren't nearly this close. Oh, I thank God He led me to you and we all discovered that we are the best group of friends in the world. ;-; We all respect each other, love each other, strengthen each other, encourage each other, and sharpen each other to be the best people we can be.
Love you all, my amazing best friends. <3
-K

[Teen_Wolf_Addict]

Dear J
your smile is the cutest thing i have ever seen in my life i mean i want to see it and everything but your kinda distracting me from my bf so yeah maybe smile when your away from me

[rainfall;]

to a,

i love you
like really really love you
but im scared you’re gonna leave me
you promised nothing would ever change your love for me
but its like its too good to be true
no ones treated me as good as you for as long as you have
and its a few days early but
happy anniversary
and i wish you’d realise t likes you and stop acting so friendly
you say you don’t flirt with anyone else
but you do
and you just don’t notice it
i guess i can’t force you though
i’ll just keep it to myself
anyway
im glad you love me too
i hope

from, l

[Skyℓar.]

❥ Dear S,
I hope your having a great time.
Talking behind my back. Stealin
g and being untrustworthy.... Y
ou became my friend again.. bu
t I've realized just how much yo
u've changed. You weren't the p
erson I remembered.... Your dif
ferent. In many ways that I can't
understand. You hide your face b
ehind a mask of emotions. You a
ct like nothing has occurred. I k
now better though. But maybe y
ou'll tell me what happened som
e day...

[faiiryliights]

dear l -

it's a shame i'll never be able to send this to you, partly becuase i'm a coward and partly because i'm too proud to send it. but you already know that. you know i hide behind my mask of ice and cling to my pride because of the stuff i've been through. what hurts is that you understand it. but l, i miss you. you were amazing, the only person who cared whether or not i existed for 3 years. you were the only person to ever text me at 3.00 am to check if i was okay, or if i was enjoying the book i was reading. the only person who'd invite me to their house almost weekly. it's a shame that all it took for our friendship to fall apart were 4 other people. kinda funny cause i only speak to only 2 of them now. i know you blame yourself for all of it, but i wish you'd understand that you aren't at fault here. yeah, it hurt like absolute hell, for both of us. but i wouldn't change a thing. we had fun, we made our mistakes. i still see you in the halls sometimes, and the urge to say something is there, but you're much better off without me. i've noticed you've grown so much as a person, you're now confident, popular, happy, and genuinely like the people you're around. i miss you every day, but i'll stay away, because it's better for both of us that way.

wishing you the best, ♥

[catdoqq]

dear —,
hey, it's been a while hasn't it? what, a year now? i feel like this is overdue and i doubt you'll see this, nevermind realize it's about you.
but yeah, it's me. things have changed a lot, in me and for me, and i can only assume the same for you. i just want you to know that i didn't leave because i hated you, because i didn't like you, but i left because the relationship was unhealthy for me. it was unhealthy for the both of us, so i decided that i needed space. i needed to get away from the things that were negatively impacting me. you were a good friend, you always were, and i want you to know i still care. i hope you're doing well. maybe we'll meet again sometime down the road, and maybe then i'll finally be ready. i hope you've forgiven me. i forgave you, too, if you were ever wondering.

-ky

[abandonedpools]

L -

Ever since me and my family moved cities, I've been feeling homesick. I know this sounds strange but, mainly, the reason I'm feeling this way is because of you. I've actually liked you for the longest time (E might've told you after I left), and I have no idea if you feel the same way. Maybe once I finally buy my own phone, I can own up the courage to talk to you and tell you these things??

[rogan]

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