Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[witchblades]

👻,
thanks 4 the trauma.
you hurt me bad.
wish i had the guts to delete your pictures and burn everything you sent me.
hope time will heal me, but i doubt it will.
-your worst ex

[lofentanil]

i dont actually like you and im sick of the emotional labour
Im not your tutor, you're incredibly insensitive and i need my time alone
sometimes im not sure if you're actually trying to emotionally manipulate me or whether this is just who you are as a person

[boyfail]

e,
i hate you. you hurt me so much, yet you claim that you were the one crying in our break-up. you said you were crying but why? you were the one that ended a perfectly happy relationship! you were the one that upset me so much to the point that i may never heal completely. thanks to you, i don't think i can hold a relationship. thanks to you, i don't trust anyone around me. i normally don't ever say this about anyone, but i can say it with you: i despise you and hate you and wish you would just disappear. i can't even look at you without my smile falling and remembering how much you hurt me. but, i still kept that stuff you gave me. i never even look at it, but it reminds me of the good times we used to have. i want to break it. burn it. destroy every last reminder of you in my life, but i still kept those trinkets up until now. don't worry, this doesn't mean that i still like you. because i don't. it might just be because of the fact that i like the design of the bracelet you gave to me. it's pretty. and about the only pretty thing that came out of our relationship.
- Neph

[paevent]

dear _,
thank you for the things you do, but it makes me uncomfortable. ever since that one guy™ came along I get panic attacks bc you do things similar to what he did. they’re nice, platonic things, but, I saw it coming. I don’t want to be more than friends. I can’t. I love the friendship we have right now, is it really that bad for the opposite genders to be just friends? even if we were gay and had the same gender, why couldn’t we be friends instead of lovers? it’s unfortunate for some, but that’s just how life is sometimes. you’ll know who you love when the time comes. you’ll know when you have a true friend. and also, I’m really sorry for this but, I’m an independent woman and I’d love to get something by myself every once in a while. it’s another thing he did, and it’s a nice offer it really is, but I can’t handle the thought of women being considered weak or thought of as second class citizens.
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[hiero]

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[Ria Sys~]

Dear T,

I'm so sorry i have to abandone you all alone. It was never meant to happen, it's not something i would do without choice. You've always been there for me, ever since JJ introduced us together... and i've been there for you...

But you know my issue. I... me and her dont get along T. She... she's so rude and mean, and if i'm being honest, i'm rather terrifed about my safety around her... and yours. She seems like a good person until you know her like how most of us sadly do. Please be safe around her T. It'll kill me to see you get hurt again.

I know it isnt fair - life isnt fair - but please stop blaming yourself. We can be friends still... just online. T, i cant be around her. I cant trust myself around her, and i cant trust HER around me. I wish this wasnt happening, but it is. But please, dont stop being her friend!! Everyone deserves a friend, no matter who they are.

T, i'm still here for you... i just wish things could be different. And... i hope you're still here for me... cause i feel... different... like i'm becoming a monster. Scary thoughts enter my brain, i've been tempted to swear so much more... please help me, even if it's not in RL....

[cedilla]

Ugh, you two are causing so much unnecessary drama right now. G, you have to communicate more. M is literally sick of all your lying and manipulation. I get it, you don't like us. This isn't about that. This is professional business, so act like it and shove your feelings to one side. Goodness knows I do sometimes. B, toughen up. You're their mother so act like it and enforce boundaries. Tell her this isn't okay. Don't moan about it to a different daughter and expect her to fix all your problems. You've done that for too long and she's had enough.

Seriously you two, get your lives together!

[halo]

hey, dad
shut the hell up no one cares.
stop stop STOP YOU DON'T DO
A N Y T H I N G BUT GET MAD
AT US FOR NO REASON. I HAVE
NO SYMPATHY FOR YOU. STOP
BABYING ME AND TEASING ME
I HATE IT SO MUCH. SHUT UP.

[bloodclot]

dear c, i am sorry for all this time. all the time ive taken from you, you don't know it yet. but i wish i could've just stayed away from you. to spare your heart. i didn't think i would break it, as you were so cold in the beginning. so so cold, and so ignorant. maybe you haven't let it show, or maybe you'd changed. but i am sorry either way. thank you for this wonderful time you've given me but it's almost my time to go.

[caesou]

dear h,

i still cannot quite forgive you for your actions. i hated that part of your personality then, and though it's not as strong now, there is still a bitterness that remains. you hurt me and you didn't mean it, but i wonder if you're going to ever change, want to change.
i want to leave you behind as a remnant of the past. you did not mean much to me then, and though you do now, it's not in the light we would've wanted. but i meant a lot to you, didn't i?

well, i can't control how you react to this, to me leaving you behind and moving on by myself.