by Osborn » Sun Apr 14, 2019 1:07 am
dear A,
It seems like you always blame me for being young and dumb all that time ago. I stayed and loved you, cared for you, and stayed your friend. You got jealous when I talked to other people. Now, we’ve switched spots. I’m not good enough anymore, and your “friend” is just a snotty rat that doesn’t care about your feelings. You take so much time out for her, when there’s no reason to. She likes the other girl better. You don’t even realize how I feel about you, because of what I said that one time. I said I’m sorry. You’ve hurt me too. Deep down in me I know I’ll never get over this, I’ll always feel like I’m alone in this world because I really truly am. Just because my mom doesn’t like you doesn’t mean I have to stop being your best friend. I’m sorry I left your school. I truly am. When I come back, I hope it’s different, I really do. You mean the world to me, and I’ve only known you for three years. So what if she’s known you for more? You hurt me all the time and I still come back to you, wanting to be your best friend again.
Please stop hurting me. Just turn away from her. You can have friends. You say that I say you can’t. But I don’t. She’s not good for you, she influences you in bad ways that I’ve noticed fairly recently. I love you. I care for you. You mean the world to me.
Please, just please, stop hurting me.
Love, C