by DuskyRose » Thu Mar 21, 2019 7:52 am
Dear Mom,
Of course my feelings get hurt when you’re purposely mean. You say things that you KNOW are cruel and hurtful, then have the gall to get mad at me when I get hurt because of it. I finally told you that some of the things you say are mean and you got mad and claimed that you’re just going to stop talking to me. That’s not what I want at all. I actually ENJOY talking with you. You just don’t have to be cruel. You absolutely refuse to take anyone else’s feelings into account, but fully expect everyone to be nothing but kind to you and to NEVER point out, no matter how gently, that you’re being mean. I’m an adult and this shouldn’t bother me as much as it does, but you’re my MOM. Of course it bothers me. I love you so much and sometimes I think you’d be happier if I had never been born. Trust me, I would be happier if I had never been born. Everyone would be. I feel like I love you more than you’ll ever love me. It’s something I’ve learned to live with.
-Me