Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[v1s10ns]

i miss you so much. i wasn't even close to you, i shared one class with you for 2 years and was only an acquaintance to you, but it still hurts. you were so young, you never deserved this. you only made others smile and laugh. it's crazy thinking that i'm now farther along in my grade than you ever will be even though you were always older than me. one day i will be older than you were when you died, and i can't accept that. i miss you. people always say that it gets better, pain fades, but it doesn't. you just slowly forget. it's been over a year since your death and i still randomly think about you; things remind me of you. nobody ever really talked about you at all after a week after your death. a few people posted about it on the year mark but that's it. i miss you and we weren't ever close, you barely knew me, but i remember you. you were so sweet. i remember that one time when i saw you in publix in your boy scouts uniform, and the next day you were like "i saw you at publix yesterday!" it sounds so random but it was so representative of your personality now that i think of it, pure and postitive and fun. i can't even imagine how your family and close friends felt, and still feel. it's hard because i live so close to where you died. last november i went there and put a candle down even though it was raining, because it was the year anniversary. i miss you all the time, your death had a huge impact in my life. i hope that wherever you may be now, you have eternal happiness because that's all you ever brought to us. rest in peace. <3

[AtlasHyperion]

Dear World,

I'm trying to hold out faith that you're going to fix yourself in time, that you're inherently good and not evil. It's not easy, but I believe in you. Stay strong, little space rock.

Sincerely,
Humanity

[cad bane]

dear e,

i miss you. i cant wait to get out of this awful place and see you next friday. it’s only for 2 days, but it’s enough. did i mention that i miss you?

-c

[darwins]

dear friend,

hi. i know it's been a while since we last spoke. a lot has happened. i guess the most prominent is him again. there was some time there where it wasn't, where i was accepting the painful reality and moving past it, trying to inspire growth and newness elsewhere. i tired of it pretty quickly. because nothing felt like he did. there was nothing these people could do to fill up the hole i'd made for him to remain. and i was so forgiving, because i felt that he belonged there, in that empty space that i'd etched out for him. but i have been a broken puzzle for a long while, and for whatever reason, i found reasons to give pieces of myself to others until there was nothing left, and somehow that was the meaning of goodness and selflessness. but helping others, being good, is not sacrifice. it is compassion and love, understanding. it is being there in the worst moments, regardless of how you may be feeling. it is having the capacity to understand the trade off when you're needed, desired, wanted, relied on.

this was probably the best and worst thing that could have happened. i'm angry and hurt, but i do not hate him. i resent what he's done. i'm completely broken by his selfishness and how grotesque it is. i'm upset by his lack of understanding and consideration. i'm mad at myself for allowing myself to trust in someone who is wholly untrustworthy and has proven themselves to be wholly untrustworthy. i'm upset that i would be there for a stranger and not even consider leaving their side for a moment, and the one person in the world that supposedly wanted to spend their life with me and take care of me couldn't be bothered to do so when it really mattered. but this is always been the case, so should i be shocked? upset? or should i just question why i continue to refute the blatant truth that has remained since the beginning?

i often question what the point is, you know, the point of life, because all too often i feel trapped, like i'm living a prison sentence of my own concoction. i don't believe in the fashion that society is constructed in. this exchange of life for what is considered "life supply" (money). ah, yes, if only to give more than half my life away sitting behind some desk or stressing my body out completely so that it no longer functions for some paper bill that will provide nothing for me when i'm dead. so how do i obtain what makes me happy? how do i travel without the need to do a job that makes me wholly unfulfilled and unhappy? art? writing? are those the answers? to make art and travel outside the confines of society?

is this the characters call to action? the climax of the story in which they are confronted with the reality of their situations are forced to make a decision that will lay the groundwork for their epic story? perhaps.

whatever it is. i'm disappointed and hurt in the person i thought him to be. i saw him as a permanent piece in my life and one that i absolutely wanted to spend it with. but this, this is cruel and unacceptable, and if i know nothing more than this, i know i deserve more. i wish i could find the patience and understanding to empathize with whatever reasons may have caused him to commit such a cruel act, but presently i lack such, and perhaps i will grace myself in that reality. he's callous, toxic, and i hope that whatever karma lies in store will remind him of that truth.

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[graec]

dear s and a
ily
uwu
- g

[Roleplayer123]

Dear Besties,
I know your new to relationships, but that doesn't mean you can '''abandon'' me for your boyfriends. I feel kinda lonely when you all go off to gossip about your plans for a date, or how cute your BF is. I don't have a BF, but I once had a BFF. Please, instead of letting me wander around at lunch by myself you could invite me to your ''gossip group'' to at least hang out with my friends. Your boyfriends (and you!) sometimes exclude me, so you can talk about your date problems, and how much you belong together. Like today, how you all went to talk in the corner of the classroom, and you all were getting mad at the ''single people'' for staring at you whiled you talked.
Sometimes, you go an entire day without talking to me, cause your always hanging out with everybody that has a mutual relationship.
Please change your ways so I can have BFF's again.

[sinewuui]

dear x


GET ON ROBLOX RIGHT NOW X WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU FOR AGES

-fiwee

(lol long story)

[Sammie_112]

Dear Jayson,
When I first saw you in gym, I couldn't help but to notice you right away. I remember after a while, I noticed the looks, the subtle looks which turned into not so subtle looks lmao. I started to fall for you, I mean who wouldn't? the curly hair, the amazing smile, your brown puppy dog eyes, your voice its the perfect pitch not to deep yet not too high pitch, just perfect. God how can I forget the fact that you wear rings? god I love your rings but, I love it more when you wear them.
You paint your nails black, you have a good sense of fashion, flannel with brown pants and your classic air jordans.You're the perfect sight to see and damn I love going to gym because it means I can see you. you are the highlight of my day, I always look forward to seeing you. youre my first thought in the morning and last before I sleep. I wish we talked, I smiled at you once whne you were playing basketball and the ball went to my friend and hit him, man when you sadi sorry and laughed a little, I swear to god I could of died then and there and be 100% okay with it.
I remember when I noticed whenever I walked into gym you'd be looking at the door and we'd make eye contact. I remember when we walked the track you were behind me the whole time even when you could of been with your friends, you left them to be behind me, even when I walked the short cut you could of went the full way like the other kids yet you still stayed behind me.
God, your laugh it the most amazing thing I've ever heard right next to 1D (sorry boo) I really wish we could be friends or at least have one converstion but, due to my anxiety its stopping me i remember the first time i sat next to you after weeks of liking you. Man, i was one happy boy but it went away when you left but yesterday i sat next to you and when my friend kicked my boot and i said "heyy, not my timbs" i saw you spare a smile while you were looking at your phone, we've made eye contact so many times i really hope you feel the same way and if not then i hope you wouldn't mind being friends. xxx

[Astrola ~]

Dear Kwy,
I don't feel bad anymore. Stop acting like your better than everyone else.
You can't insult people and then get all offended when someone calls you
out.

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Dear Ary,
Why do you hate me again?

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Dear Ccy & Mry & Kwy (again)
Please don't plan to hangout w/ each other when I'm right there.
You guys can hang out w/o me, but planning it when I'm right there
& the only person in your group that you're not inviting is annoying.

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