Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Evanlyn]

Dear B,

Maybe my post doesn't exactly fit in this topic, I could send this to you… Only it would be weird because I never say these things out loud and we speak a different language.

Where do I even start. You've been with me for quite some time now. For me it feels like we started dating yesterday, but then on the other hand, it feels like we've been together forever. That's how well we fit.

You hold me when I cry about nothing and make angry faces when I tell you that I think I'm fat. When I say that my hair's a mess, you'll mess it up even more and tell me I look beautiful. When I'm cold you'll make sure to put your even colder hands against my back just to piss me off. I love that. I love that we can stay in and cuddle and goof around, but I also love that we can go out and drink too much wine to impress our friends. I love that you can handle my horrible moodswings, fits and panic attacks. I love that you can handle the way I freak out when the dishes are piling on our kitchen counter or when one of us (you) leaves biscuitcrumbs all over the bed.

I love that we can do everything together but still are able to have our own space. I love how you support me through thick and thin. I love how you always think I'm beautiful, even when the rain made my make-up run al over my face and left my hair hanging in sad strands. I love the proud look on your face when I like your homemade meals. I love how you smile when you look at me when I hug you after a long day

I love the thought of spending the rest of my life with you, getting married and raising our kids. I love the thought of you and me, old, on a terrace. I love the thought of us living life to the fullest, together. I love how, even though we're young and dumb, you see a future in us.

I love you...
L




Evanlyn

[Atlas ♥]

Dear B,

When you've been fighting for it all
your life, you've been struggling to
make things right.

That’s how a superhero learns to fly.
Every day, every hour, turn the pain
into power.

Don't give up on your ambitions.


- Atlas

[Snowlondon]

Dear S,

You're an amazing friend. I need to go (you know where), so I can't write something long. Thank you for doing everything I'm too lazy to do (sorry). Thank you for making me laugh. Thank you for helping me not hate myself.

Thank you.

[Kimburtrach]

Dear Sophie and Alex,

You two are my best friends, and always will stay in my heart. You are always there when I need you, and vise versa. I may not appreciate you enough, but life in my new school is hard, and I feel completely, utterly lost. The only few friends I have in my new school aren't the best and we don't relate well, but they're pretty much the only people who I feel tolerate me. I'm lost without you two, and I wish we could go to school together, even if Soph is on the other side of the state, and Alex is on the other side of the freaking WORLD. We need to see each other again on something other than Google Hangout Groups.
The DragonSisters

must

UNITE

AGAIN!!!

___ (:( >

Yours completely and truly,
Dusty (Belle)

[-SilverLining-]

Dear x,

You’re everything to me- and if you know exactly who you are,, please just come and talk to me. I need so badly to just talk and understand why my heart is so well working in love with you when I started a relationship with someone else.. i’m utterly in awe of you and I want the best for you. I guess im slightly worried how everything will work out, still I want to have that closeness with you, heck... I hate not facing this to you- I want more than anything to have time and just.. spend time talking about this one on one cause I just love you and you’re all I can think about some days. I wonder that if we went back to a point where we weren’t together it would be different and we would avoid everything we did, erase all the memories of our love. I don’t want that and if we do part, I want it to be on both our say so and NOT TO travel alone and distant but still side by side. I want to keep the silly things we did in my heart and close to us. I don’t know, just something that’s been on my chest and I just love you so much I want the best and it All to work out somehow, I love you so much and much much more.

And I hope if we do part or stay that our memories of all our chats and conversations, our little ‘I love you’s, and our little sketches of us... will still remain and not lay untouched. Maybe I’m just a nostalgic person but I find comfort in the feelings stored in old conversations... even if I have to retain them by my memory. No amount of text could explain how much I do love you and feel so much for you, I just want some memory of us... my main ship and I just want everything to fix itself right.. and I want more than anything to meet you in person and wrap my arms around you. I love you that much and I hope you still do me, and will still care to remain close by me throughout our life- no matter what status we are in relationships.

I love you so much..
Willow-

[ventuswill]

dear someone,
i hate going. you say “you’re so important!” but you
should’ve kicked me out when you had the chance.
dangit, i’ve told your sister but we agreed not to
tell, which is stupid looking back. i hate talking
to you, you’re older than me and you seem like
an overall controlling person. i go because i pity
the people who wait. not for you. not for the whole
team. i never go for me, either. i hate it. just overall.
waking up so early. even the teacher had to tell me to
come. it’s not even my fault. it’s my transportation. the
person who takes me there never wants to go, i never
force him because i don’t want to go either. the
entire thing is pointless. just leave me alone about it.
-katie

[jos]

dear someone,

there is so much i need to say to you and i don't know what words to use. you left me, even when you knew how badly you hurt me. ngl, i wanted you gone, but i wanted an apology first. how could you hurt someone, permanently DAMAGE my heart, and expect me to get over it? you had a thing with him and you knew i liked him before you did it. i can't believe the person that i thought was supposed to be my best friend would destroy me like that. and then instead of telling me that you were sorry, you begged me for another chance while telling me how amazing he is. you think i don't know that? then when you knew my heart was broken you told people you were mad at ME and that somehow this was my fault. now you won't talk to me, and that is a good thing, but what about an apology? how about checking in on me? because what do i do now? i pretend to be ok whenever you're around. i laugh, i smile - i do whatever i have to do to make you think i'm better now, but it's all fake, much like you. it's all just a show that you get to sit back and watch. i'm not showing it to you how i really feel. i'm fine, trust me. just look at me. i'm happy on the outside, but i'm always crying when you can't see me. i hate having to look at the person who is supposed to be my best friend and pretend like nothing ever happened between us. three years of fun and laughter and memories - all down the drain. all because you decided to go after my crush. i can never trust you again.

i wish you could see how much damage you've done. - me

[paevent]

dear old-ish friends
I never really liked p!atd that much, they are okay. Sins Not Tradegies is my only favorite, some other songs were also pretty good, but ever since I met my ex gf, I can’t listen to their newer songs anymore /: they remind me of her…she would refuse to put on any other song, not even once. I can see why she loves the band, and she has the right to, but a good relationship means that you both should do things for your partner, even if you don’t want to. I never blasted my twenty one pilots songs around her (as good as they are), because she didn’t like them, I felt like she should’ve done the same to me. It wasn’t only music, she would also choose every place we’d go to, and her parents would force and peer pressure me to go. One time, we were at the pool, but I can’t swim, and she pressured me to go into deeper water anyways. And guess what? I almost drowned, no one noticed but her. She just stood off to the side, while I had to find the edge of the pool, breathing in all the damn water. With contacts in too. I really regret wasting my whole summer being with her, but at least I learned an important thing: My real sexuality. I hated being the “guy” in the relationship, I want to be the one protected by a dude, I can’t handle doing it myself. That’s not who I really am.
I’m still friends with her, but I can’t stand her. Neither can her friends, I try to be nice, because her whole family has ADHD, and I read how it can cause depression. The good thing for her though, is that she has two friends that are in the same situation, and they seem to get along really nice.
- someone u don’t remember

dear amma (notta real name, its an inside joke :3)
I listened to your metal songs you recommended, I don’t like it ): i admit they are pretty good for metal songs, but I donnnnt like metal. I’ll probably tell u this irl…what am i doing
Anyways. Yknow how you always joke about me being gay? HAh I actually was :,) The real question is, ARE YOU?? jk
I legit felt embarrassed when u be craZy at school, but f that feeling, u just being urself. I guess I’m craZy too, so let’s be craZy nobodies together and we can show those dumbass not-actual-friends who we really are. THEY are the ones missing out in life.
- ur warrior cat buddy

dear not-actual-friends
imma flip u guys off one day lmao not jk
you guys are sad when I’m with amma, and I know it’s fake! u really don’t want me to have friends, huh? sure, I’m not popular, but I still have friends (wait…am I popular? Idk). U guys think I’m stupid, the hell im not! I know Z makes fun of me, but he’s still a funny guy and I love being around him (wait…), in fact, he’s friends with a lot of people, however he also makes fun of them too. Idk, he’s a funny guy, ok? P, you’re the real stupid one. I know you were an actual friend of mine, we were basically twins! But you’re more stupid, you’re a follower of a bully. L, why do u hate me? U know what, I don’t care. I can legit see all the reasons why u hate me. Just know that, once I told my friends about u, they cheered me up and said they’d kick ur ass (not forreal, but they did say it uh) This one guy even said I was cute and made a little paper hat for me lol (he’s a really nice guy :3).
What I’m saying is, if this whole act is because u don’t want me to have friends, well guess what. I. HAVE. FRIENDS. Friends that I’m so thankful to have, amma who is absoloutely craZy, a scary-ass tall guy, and so, so much more, I even have a friend that has stayed my friend ever since I moved here (over a decade). My other best friend may have not stayed friends with me, but I know she still likes me. The day I talk to her again is yet to come….
- the atheist

[JillianC]

To N:
One day you won't feel this way anymore. One day, all the hurt you've been through will be just a shadow. You watch my personal scars fade with each passing day, but can you not see your own do the same? I'm still here for you, so hold on tight. It's a bumpy ride, and it's worth it in the end.

Always, R.

[yeosang1]

Dear H,

I still haven't met you, and I've never seen your face, but I feel we
are already close. I am going to consider you as a really close friend
, and you and G honestly hold a special home in my heart. Your 6 hours
away, but a trip to you would be worth the time. Yeah, yeah, It may seem
we dont know eachother very well, but I feel your closer and much better
than all my friends here. <3

B


Dear G,

your lowkey 7,944 miles away from me. But your still one of my greatest
friends. Obviously, online friends are the best ones, right? ANyways, Your
really nice, and I love talking to you. You are the best at legit ANYTHING
wth, and your really sweet. H loves ya too. I found my perfect friendgroup.
love you guys.

B