Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[_rιyα_]

Dear mom,
I'm sorry you think you can't trust me. I'm sorry you think I don't care. I'm sorry you hold on to all of these teenager stereotypes, because you were that teen. I'm sorry I can't tell you my feelings without you slapping me. I'm sorry I'm not the perfect model daughter. I'm sorry I make mistakes. I'm sorry for having feelings. I'm sorry for being human.

[vein]

Dear Parmesan,

you're gonna be alright, sweet boy
i'm doing all that i can

[spaceface;]

Dear *,

I love you, but... you're a jerk. What you've accused
me of doing-a simple, stupid thing (that I didn't eve
n do!)-has turned our relationship very, very sour. I
can't understand why you're ignoring me now. I gue
ss it's because I work to keep relationships going-I
apologize even when it's not my fault and forgive ea
sily-and you simply let them burn out if even the tini
est thing upsets you.
My question is... why? Why did you accuse me of do
ing this, when you had no evidence that I did? Why d
id you accuse me of lying about it when I've never lie
d to you?
You won't answer me, and it burns. A lot. I'm still atta
ched to you even though you shrugged me off maybe
a day after I made you mad.
I'm stupid. I should know that this makes you a bad fr
iend-somene I should forget-but I keep on thinking ab
out all of the things we've done and went through toge
ther and can't help wishing that you'd come back to m
e.
Pick up your phone and answer my damn texts. I miss
you.

[72027]

dear bff/crush,

sometimes i just wish i could be in your arms, sing terrible songs together four hours, and watch movies all night. you are so funny and beautiful, but you dont see it. we both have admitted to liking each other to a small degree, but mine has blossomed since then. especially since we started staying up until 3 am talking to each other every night. the only thing thats stopping me is im afraid my mom will find out, since we are both girls. she doesn't know im pansexual and im too afraid to tell her. im sorry, please forgive me. but i love you so, so, so much <3



dear mom,

thank you for all that you have done for me. buying me toys as a kid, taking me place just to make me happy, im so grateful. especially when i admitted to having depression. you supported me, paid for my therapy sessions, and regularly checked up on me; even though i found that annoying lol. i didnt want to continuously spend your money on therapy sessions, so i told you to stop them and that i was fine. but im not. i still feel depressed. symptoms have just been growing. the worst is the hourly mood swings. they are killing me and making me unpredictable. one hour i will be super energetic and happy, the next i will want to sleep and never wake up, and the next i will get angry at every little thing. i looked it up and i saw its a major, major symptom in bipolar and bpd. i dont want to jump to conclusions but i also dont want to skip over them and do nothing about them. im stuck. answering "how are you" is like being asked a question you dont know the answer to. because one moment i will be good and the next moment i wont be. ive been making self destructive habits and i get super lightheaded from even short laughs. i have to put my head in my hands and everything around me almost feels like it doesnt exist. i get a super dull headache for the moment and i cant think straight. i feel like im going to pass out. this has never happened to me before. please help me.

[Skyℓar.]

Dear S,
We use to be friends, even besties, then it all went broken. All of a
sudden you started to act cruel to me...it hurts. You got new friend
s, and left me behind. You still hang out with me sometimes, and y
ou act nice during those times, then after that you start to act mea
n all over. Didn't our friendship mean anything to you? Did I do some
thing wrong that made this to happen?

Tell me.... I've missed the old you.

[_rιyα_]

Dear N.P,
Why don't you see me? Am I not here? Am I invisible? Every day, you give me that look, the one where you slowly look me up & down then run your fingers through your hair. I pretend it doesn't affect me, but your silence kills me. Why don't you see me? Do you not care? Do we not speak? Am I not human? Or maybe I'm just not your type? What is your type? Girls who throw themselves at you? Girls with nothing better to do with their life than ruin it? I pretend not to see you in the halls, and you do the same. You laugh loudly with your friends, while I walk past with my head down low. I try so hard to be pretty around you, but you don't seem to notice. Why don't you see me?
Always ignored,
G.

Dear M,
I know you see me. You look away, pretend we weren't together for TWO YEARS. Pretend YOU aren't the one who ended it, to "focus on your schoolwork," then started dating my best friend. You say I started dating again, but you're wrong. I haven't. I've respected the memory of us, while YOU go around with seven different girls, one for every day of the week. While YOU play around with girls' hearts. No, I don't care for you anymore. But still. A simple hello would be nice. . .
Still ignored,
G.

[Athaerys]

To whoever who has personally known/knows me,

Im sorry for all my actions, though I realise that no amount of apologising can fix what I've done. My actions were horrible and inconsiderate, and I understand that. Im sorry I'm being distant again, but even the happiest people wear the heaviest masks. What I'm going through isn't something that can be easily explained, so I'm not going to try. Yes I'm actually able to do most things I enjoy, but I'm still shackled by other things. I'm still trying to be there for all of you, and that's what I want to do! But it is getting harder for me to keep absorbing all of your pain and keep a happy mask on all the time. Im still a chameleon and lonely like I was and that will never change.

-Me

[emoji movie]

dear you
ahhhh i love you so much
i love you so much i dont understand youre literally such a weirdo
you are the biggest dork and dont even like me back but i find you
so amazing
like you make me smile when im down
youre so awkward it's hilarious
you agghhh
you cant pronounce somethings and it's adorable
ahhhh and youre ahhhh so great ahhh i love you
i wish you liked me back
but that's okay
i just want to be your friend if anything
thank you

[Marley.&.Me]

N(girlfriend);

I swear you don’t understand anything of what I tell you. She’s going to ruin our relationship and break us up AGAIN. Do you care? Nope. You decide not to see my point. That’s on YOU. I tried warning you but you NEVER listen to me! You’re so frustrating sometimes I swear. You purposely make me mad constantly.

And because of YOUR actions, YOU not seeing my point, YOU throwing a uncalled for temper tantrum over something we both know is correct, you decide not to talk to me for a few days? Okay, fine, but maybe you’ll see what I mean one day and I’ll be here laughing saying that I TOLD YOU SO.

- Your not so happy boyfriend,
A. 🙃

[_rιyα_]

How can you love multiple at once? Not family love, but love love. The love where the sky could fall, or the earth could split apart, or pigs fly. The love where everything else pales in comparison. The love where you cannot live without that person.