dear a,
why do you have to be so good looking
like, you've got the best personality ever
you're funny and i'd say we're good enough friends that if we were stuck in a room together i can tolerate talking to you for hours
also i think you were staring at me during gym the other day i dunno
thanks for existing and tolerating my social anxiety
dear l,
girl i don't know HOW i could actually survive school without you. i know it's only been 2 months that we've known each other but you are like my best friend. we can tutor each other in math and remind how weird we are. we can talk about our issues together and just sit there and listen to each other. you are the literal best. you went all out with me for pajama day when i said i had anxiety about it. you of all people understand those weird and small problems i have.
dear s,
thanks for bringing me into voltron. best thing that's happened at school since the introduction of a. i love ya you anime doof.
and now you've brought me into the heathers fandom. fun
dear me,
stop avoiding sleep.
also stop worrying about tests and homework you'll be fine.
maybe.
dear sm,
alright i wish i could tell you this in person but i really don't appreciate how you treat us. the others are probably use to this by now but as the new kid to the group, i see the flaws. you need to stop telling people to shut up when you want to listen to something on your own. you need to stop telling people to shut up when they're trying to tell you something. it's rude. i don't know if you know that, but it's incredibly rude.
you pushed my elbows off the table while i was scrolling through my phone just so you can see the other kids next to me. that, i did NOT like. you ruined my day. you're always too hyper and can end up violent unintentionally. just chill out for a second. there have been multiple occasions where you've nearly elbowed me in the eye because you're constantly flailing your arms around. i don't say anything because i don't want to risk losing the entire group, but if i could, i would. i'll wait for the day you elbow me in the eye. that, is when i will tell you.