Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[paevent]

dear -
this is partially my fault. I would regret to ever do such a thing again. I will be quiet. I cannot let you be like this. you’re my everything. our everything. please get better. this has to get better. it will. eventually. I promise you.

[Purrfectpal]

Thank you so much for taking me under your wing and caring for me like the essential person I was missing in my life. I appreciate you and no matter how many times I anger you or you anger me, I'm so glad you're here. I am happy.

[rogan]

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[Lostfairy]

Dear M,
It's been almost a year. It's been 11 months.
Are you mad?
Are you upset?
Did you forget about me?
I'll never forget about you.
No matter how painful you are.
-Mari

Dear S,
Am I boring now?
Do I appear fake?
Please. I'm being honest.
Please. I want to be a fun person to be around.
I love you. You're amazing.
-Lost

Dear God,
I'm sorry.
-K

Dear everyone I care about,
Do I act like my happiness is a mask? Am I too loud and bubbly and weird? Is it fake looking?
Please. Believe me. I'm not. I'm being honest.
But recently, I feel like you think I'm boring. Uninteresting. A flattened dandelion among the beautiful and courageous roses. Forgotten and pathetic in comparison to all the beauty around.
When I feel that people are losing interest in me, yes, I may pull a half mask and try to act goofier than normal. I try to act like S because S always gets people's attention due to S's fun and bright ways.
It never works because everyone can smell a lie when it's floating around and I think it makes me lose you quicker.
I want to be me. I want to be with you. Please. Don't make me feel like a boring person, is it because I'm growing up?
I never want to be boring.
Maybe I have friendship issues. I've lost best friends a few times in life. Was it because I was boring? Is that why she never invited me to that party? Am I too stubborn and opinionated? Is that why she got mad and I got mad and she's ignored me?
Will I lose you too? Am I becoming a boring person? Please. Don't leave me. I can't live without you.
I'm sorry if I'm a boring person to look at. I'm sorry if I'm a boring person to talk to. I'm sorry if my art is a waste of time to glance at. I'm sorry if my writing is too full of holes and awkward words I pulled together. I don't mean to be seeking attention, it just makes me feel guilty, but... I'd like a comment or two. Ack. I'm sorry, I suck. I must, huh?
That must be why I've been the most lonely this year.
Mom's mentioned that I've been a bit of a loner throughout my whole life, she wishes I had more friends growing up.
Now I have friends and I would die for them, they are that precious.
But. I'm lonely.
I miss you, guys.
You're a message away and yet, I miss you.
I'm sorry I'm a terrible friend. I'm an attention seeking, stubborn, opinionated, rude, hot tempered person.
Heh, I guess if I am ever left alone, it makes sense.
There are roses to be with. Who spends time with the dumb little dandelion who never has anything fun to say or do?
If anyone actually reads this far, ignore me. Knowing me, I'll be perky in a minute. I'll bounce up and keep smiling.
-K

[.Kira Nightblade.]

Dear L

You're not boring.
You're not fake.
Never ever have I thought as you as one of those words.
Being completely honest here.
Sometimes, online conversations are difficult, because sometimes if you have had so many amazing and wonderful conversations with an even more amazing and wonderful person, you just run out of things to say-and then you find more, then you run out of things to say, then you fine more, the cycle goes on and on, there's nothing wrong with that, it's just part of being a human.
It's also, I feel, a part of being an introvert, you put two introverts who are extremely good friends in a room together and they'll talk for a long time, then their conversations will go on and off, don't dwell on the off, remember the on times. that didn't make any sense but okie
It's not your duty to strike up the conversation, and you can't force conversations to happen, especially if you're drawing or just doing something else.
Please don't feel like it always is.

There's nothing wrong with being opinionated, it just emphasis's the fact you're not fake.
You're not rude. (except when you hate at yourself, like now.)
If somebody has ever said you're attention-seeking they need glasses and a hearing aid
And I don't think you're stubborn, even though again, there's nothing wrong with stubborn, unless you're the bad type of stubborn, which you're not

Also, you're not a dandelion, even if you were, dandelions are super pretty, and to me it means Spring is officially here after a long long winter, to be completely honest, I adore the sigh of dandelions
You're the most beautiful rose, inwardly and outwardly.

Just be yourself.
Be a white rose in the midst of so many red ones. I'm bad with metaphors yeyy

-Your friend

[size=60]P.S
*slaps the devil for making you think these things*

Dear satan.

Stop. messing. with. my. friends.

[Raptorfang]

I figured recently that my old posts on this thread have a lot of old emotional baggage I wanna detach myself from, so I'm going through and getting rid of them to help move forward. This is sort of cathartic I guess. Ok peace out.

[the folly of man]

dear old friends


i just wanna be friends again
i hate being too shy to say anything but you're probably not even active on toyhouse anyway
i wish i could hecking get a dA but I hecking can't
and i wanna get in contact with you on discord but yay you're not active on anything i'm on and just,,, h
thanks for at least being my friends in the past, though,, you were really good friends and respected me even though we didn't agree on some things.

lots of love, ulti.

[KiddieCore]

I.. i havent been on here for a while and i just came back to reminisce.
it was wrong to.

I miss you guys so much, i’m sorry for abandoning you. if you guys ever come back I left a note on our old roleplay chat.
- sam
—————-
dear E,
what did I have to do to make you tease me so goshdarn much. you broke up with me cause you didn’t have the guts to tell me beforehand. i love you and hate you at the same time. we’re not friends anymore cause I tried to tell you to leave me alone when I was mad but it was your choice to finally end it. I hate you. but i miss you.

- bow.

[grey matter]

dear ~~~

i'm a fool

- ~~~~

[KiddieCore]

i'm angry. why did they have to delete it? I'm glad I got screenshots though..
bye guys I love you..

- sam