Whats your current mood v7

[claudine]

rllyyyyy irritated
i could use some coffee tbh

[Brokensight]

Hungry

[RPG]

bored! if anyone would like to chat, i'm up for it.

[Wolftess]

Tired 😴

[siren alley]

well......that's discouraging
just gonna pretend that didn't hurt me as much as it did haha

[tsukinaga]

i made some muffins n im feeling p good :^)

[rutilant]

happy! time to make brownies

[summers]

Tired and bored ;-;

[wonpil]

dreading tomorrow
i'm babysitting my moms friends kids tomorrow for 8 hours
it'll be a easy 80 dollars in the long run but i absolutely suck with kids and am so awkward around them hnggg

[Cιєℓ Pнαηтσмнινє]

upset; sad; frustrated

I'm hating just about everyone and everything at the moment. I don't understand why I've been feeling like this for the past few days because it just randomly started.

But I know that you are on my mind constantly and I'm 80% sure that you're the cause or at least the fuel to my distress.

I came to the realization that once I leave, I'll be forgotten. What I've been apart of has made me so happy and it's going to be terrible to say goodbye; but you won't have a problem. And that's the problem. You're so used to it, that once I leave I'll only be replaced by someone else. Like a toy, when I get too worn out, you'll throw me away and get a shiny new one. It's so easy for you to replace me like that, and it hurts to think that I'll be forgotten - You mean so much to me, but do I mean anything to you? I don't think so. I'm afraid that I'll only be a thought for a second, and then poof I'll disappear from your mind forever. I don't want that. It hurts so much to think about being forgotten by someone you care about. I want to be remembered, and I want to know you care about me and won't forget me and will always think about me at least some of the time.

I want to talk to you about this in person, but the words won't come when I need them the most. I think that if I can hear your thoughts in person, that that'll at least take some of the confusion and questioning out of my mind.

I have so much to say, but so few words to express my thoughts.

I'm also jealous, because you speak so highly of me, but we rarely talk. I see you always having a conversation with others and I yearn for that. I want to be able to just talk with you like normal human beings, and for you to get to know and understand me better. I know you probably can't imagine having a conversation with me, thus you don't bother, but I really hope that things change.