TheComfortCorner | V.7

[a snoozing skerple]

I get so frigging angry lately. I get angry at work, at my family, at my friends, at my hobbies, I get angry about things that aren't even here anymore, things that have never been my problem, I just can't stop being so damn angry. I hate it. I get angry and then I sweat and shake and I can't breathe normally for hours. I get angry at things that don't matter, and then I get angry at the idea that I might regress back into the disgusting bully I was as a teenager. I feel like it'll take so little to drive me back to that. I've gone back to it before and hurt others. It seems like no matter how far I get it'll always be there on the backburner waiting for something to get to me just a little too much. I don't want to be the kind of person that lashes out or drives others into nervous fits. I hate that kind of person. I would beat that kind of person to a bloody pulp if given the excuse, but then we're back to square one. I think I liked it better when stress just depressed me instead.

[cornspurrd.]

I feel so empty.
I feel Like everybody hates me.
I feel like I am just a huge annoyance?
I'm just loosing friends one by one.
Nobody seems to be interested in talking with me.
I feel so lonley
I just I dunno.

[skylark]

-

[✦ nemuri]

haven't used this thread in a while but oh god-

I can't calm down for whatever reason. I can't take deep breaths, and it feels like I'm about to cry and choke on my tears again. I'm tired of my parents' crap and how they don't seem to understand that I want to quit piano for good. they keep telling me to practice, to read the exercise books, and whenever I try to say that I don't want to continue, they just use the damn guilt trip method. oh, but you've been playing the piano since you were six !!!! We spent so much money into your studies, not to mention the piano cost, the book fees and exam prices. What a waste of money. You know, if you put in a little more effort..... but that's the thing. I don't want to do this anymore. I can't do this anymore. I don't have enough time, and frankly, id rather not sacrifice my already plummeting-ish grades just so I can do ARCT, just so I can get my teacher's certificate. I don't want it. I don't want it.

There's,,, more stuff in my mind but honestly id rather find some ways to calm down. There's just so much going on, with tests and exams and report cards and recitals and I just want to dig myself a hole and stay there. I'm really tired.

[diana,]

pm please?

no personal issue, just feeling kind of terrified and paranoid

[mandalorian]

this is rly dumb so honestly ignore it

so twd (spoilers) killed off carl who was my favourite character and im genuinely depressed? he's not dead yet but he's infected so he'll die in the next few episodes and i feel so,, empty? as if i knew him personally or something and he's a real person who just got a disease that can't be cured, i feel so genuinely upset and none my friends really care or understand. i love chandler riggs so much and he made me fall in love with carl's character. i watched that boy grow up, and i feel like i grew up with him. this really hit me hard.

again, stupid, but oh well lol

[Mykie]

school is stressing me the heCK out

So like i’m good in class but anywhere else, its like ‘working’ isnt a word in my vocabulary???

I’ll do all my work at school, but if i have homework i just wont do it! and its a serious pp of mine! *personal problem*

and even when i try to do it i find myself getting really distracted and not even finish the first problem or sentence!

This semester is almost over and i have two heccin c’s because of my genuine laziness

For example, i’m really good at math and math is my favorite class, but i have a 74% in that class becauase i dont heCcin do my hoMeWoRk

I know im not the only one like this its just sOoo stressfuL

Why do i do this to myself ughHh

[Hemalily]

edit: i deserve to be in pain

[jasp]

could i please have a private message?

[Deerless]

Oh no..
It's snowing again, and this time even harder than yesterday. I hope I will still be able to take my train ;vv; I need to be in the city today! ;v;