TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Motivational Lizard]

back again with yet ANOTHER problem with Leo :/

SOOO

We went to the fair today

And usually he's all happy and stuff but he's being really rude. He's super irritable and he's upset anytime i try to speak of the prvious problem (Below)

so, me and my boyfriend (yes the one in my siggy) just had our biggest fight yet and he is refusing to talk to me. i don't exactly see the big deal about me not agreeing with him getting a large tattoo at such a young age. i also don't see why it's so bad that he can't even talk to me. i don't know what to do. he's super mad... please PM me suggestions...

^ previous problem

i really think he's gonna break up with me. idk what to do

please PM me help....

once again...

more problems.

i think i'm just gonna break up with him...

he keeps (emotionally) hurting me and he's just thinking about himself.

but then again.

this is the first big fight in our relationship of 2 and 1/2 years (today is that 1/2.)

please

just help me.

Tell him he's aggravating you. If he refuses to co-operate, Try taking a break, If he doesn't change try giving him some time,

[lilac sky]

I'm so tired of people being fake
I'm honestly trying to help
I'm trying so hard, and then I find out that I'm just being used?? Seriously?? I'm over her suffering from horrible depression and tgen find out that I've been lied to for the past four months?? This is honestly the lat straw
I'm trying
But I don't think I can hold on for much longer.

[Virixin]

I sincerely apologize for the length of this again. I hope everyone has a good day/night.

last night was such a breaking point for me. I unintentionally hurt my best friend and I have no idea what to do. I didn't mean to. I just.. everything just came crashing down so fast. I didn't want to wake up this morning and I never responded to her. She was so scared. Gods, why am I so stupid? But.. I'm just so mentally and physically exhausted. I feel like I'm drowning, reaching for nothing that can save me. I'm so close to giving in to letting go. At this point, there's nothing out there that can help me. My heart feels numb. I feel numb. The farther I sink, the darker my view gets. My chest hurts. Dull throbbing. It's like having a massive weight on me. My throat is tight. It burns. I just wanna cry but I can't, I don't want to feel weak. My hands are shaky.I can't go on any longer with this, but I can't hurt her. I need help, but whenever I ask, I'm yelled at. I asked for a simple mental health day and all I get is "you have the weekends, which are set off just for that." No. What is a day four to five days later good to do when I go to bed on a Sunday night, crying because I'm too weak to wake up in the morning? I'm stressed. I hurt; physically, mentally. I'm tired of trying to be the perfect kid; the kid who has the perfect grades and attendance, the kid who has no problems. That's not me. I'm just the disappointment of a second born. The stress is literally eating its way through me.

[∘Raven∘]

I just received word that my sister’s baby passed away. I don’t know what to do. My family has been going through so much the last year, and this is just....agonizing.

[cornspurrd.]

Now I am being nagged about a permission slip, ANd a caculator

My teacher is nagging me about getting money in for a new caculator because mine got stolen.

but we don't have the money to buy a flipping 16$ caculator.

She brings it up to me everyday infront of the entire class.

She's not fun,And She always gets me close to crying.

I always have a such hard time getting myself into the class, I always get really anxious waiting for her to ask the question, And I Hear the other kids wispering stuff about me while its all going on.

shes also the teacher who makes us all stand at whiteborads and do out work, I ma always the last one finished because I am a complete idiot and she always finds a way to bring it to everybod's attention that I finished last.

My entire bus ride home I was being called a ton of names, To the point where I was bawling.

The second I entered the house My mom started yelling at me.

Today was not fun at all.

[MintyMichi]

It's been hard.
School's been hard.
Everything seems awful.

I know there are so many people worse-off than I am, but I still can't help but feel awful.Untalented. In perpetual stress and anxiety.'

My grades are slipping no matter how hard I try in some of the classes.
I feel like my skill in art is so behind some of my friends and people even younger than I am.
Yeah, good for them- but I wish I was as good- or at least equal in ability
it makes me a little scared to draw with/ in front of them- I used to have confidence in myself and my art
i dont know what happened.

How did I ever become so insecure in the first place? but its always same old, same old. I am trash, my art is trash, and I am everyone's favorite loser.

art is the one thing i'm "good" at
but I am still incredibly awful

i dont have time for anything anymore
i feel so dead

thank you whoever took the time to read this
i appreciate this
and i appreciate you
thanks

[AuraDragoness]

So I've come to the conclusion that I have major abandonment issues.

Since I can remember I've always been able to do stuff with my brothers and they've been a big part of my life...but now that one of them is in collage and the other now getting a job...I fear that I will be lonely.

My mom works and my dad has to fix up our house because we can't afford to pay people to just do a bad job...and I've been isolated for years due to how cruel people are and/or have been to me in public so I have no friends either.

I have 1 friend online but it's hard to get a chance to talk with her since we're on different time zones...I used to have a lot of people online as friends but somehow I just drifted away from them.

I also can't drive nor have anyone to teach me so I can't just go out and do stuff either...

Also, I and great at giving people wise advice and confidence...but I can't heed my own advice.

Everything has just been going downhill...and it has been for so long that I don't even remember when it started anymore.

I don't want to be alone...

[rookie rook]

I hate being so forgetful, but I'm not sure how I can work on it.

I get tired of coming home forgetting to ask a teacher something or going to school and realizing that we had homework, plus my mum told me that she wanted me to start remembering things better, but I'm not sure how. Not even to mention how upsetting it is to not be able to make my mum proud on such an easy task.

I tried writing things down and putting up a note on my bedroom door to help me remember things but it doesn't work when I'm at school or at my grandma's place (I go there before I go home).

Another thing is that all this forgetting stuff puts me in a bad mood. My mum keeps telling me that I'm too young to forget the way I do and that I need to start remembering everything that happened at the end of the day, but I'm just not sure how. Stuff just pops out my head like its nothing. I kinda want a PM for tips or for me to continue venting.

[Stormii01]

It's been hard.
School's been hard.
Everything seems awful.

I know there are so many people worse-off than I am, but I still can't help but feel awful.Untalented. In perpetual stress and anxiety.'

My grades are slipping no matter how hard I try in some of the classes.
I feel like my skill in art is so behind some of my friends and people even younger than I am.
Yeah, good for them- but I wish I was as good- or at least equal in ability
it makes me a little scared to draw with/ in front of them- I used to have confidence in myself and my art
i dont know what happened.

How did I ever become so insecure in the first place? but its always same old, same old. I am trash, my art is trash, and I am everyone's favorite loser.

art is the one thing i'm "good" at
but I am still incredibly awful

i dont have time for anything anymore
i feel so dead

thank you whoever took the time to read this
i appreciate this
and i appreciate you
thanks

I'm sorry. I feel it too, my school grades and are slipping and I don't know how to raise them, I don't have time because homework takes all my free time. And my art skills have gone to waste, I can't stand to look at other people's art cause mine is nothing compared to theirs.
Just know you're not alone
~stay alive ✌~

[decembuary;]

wall of text comin up

quarter is ending this week and i am pretty terrified?? i have a few big grades left in each class (2 lab reports in science, an essay and test in english, project in art, essay in social studies, and a test in math) and i am pretty scared that in this last week i'll screw everything up. i'm actually doing pretty good in most of my classes; i have either a 97 or higher in 5 out of 6 of my classes, but i have a 90 in math.

and i know i sound pretty overdramatic when i'm complaining about a 90 when i'm doing good in my other classes while some kids are trying their hardest and still not getting the grade they want; honestly i am chill with this A- because my other grades are fine but my mom is absolutely not chill. she asked to see my grades the other day since she knows that the quarter is ending as well this week and afterwards she proceeded to yell at me about that 90 (while literally saying nothing about my other grades) and eventually ended up bringing some crap that i screwed up on 2 years ago which wasn't even relevant to my current grades. she said she would hit me should i get a B in any of my classes (which isn't too big of a deal, i know it's still a pretty common punishment in most households).

what irritated me is that my mom told me that i should "follow the lead of that kid from the nearby highschool and just kill yourself" (a student from a nearby highschool had recently been found dead due to suicide). and?? not only it is incredibly rude and overdramatic to tell your daughter to kill herself over a damn A-, i told her calmly that it wasn't very kind to pass off that highschool student as a casual example. she told me that the kids who commit suicide are usually "ill in heart or ill in mindset" and she said it would be better that they had died anyways. like ok yep that's nice, go and tell the parents of that highschool student that their son is "ill in mindset" and should've died anyways

annoying moms aside, i have a math test and an english test coming up tomorrow. i'm more worried about the math test - i need to get at least a 94 in order to keep my grade at a 90, and i am pretty paranoid that i will jack this up. i'm one percent away from a B+ and if i end up with a B+ as my math grade for first quarter, then i am done for.