TheComfortCorner | V.7

[zobiiwan]

this might be kinda silly but i'm about to take a midterm i've been putting off because im so scared of it sajkhds
this class is my lowest grade (a c, which bothers me enough) and although i love the class and it's mostly because of the lack of grades in the class, i'm really worried i'll do poorly on my exam and it'll pull my grade down even lower. im just anxiousdbsjdgfdjfhj

[cornspurrd.]

I'm kinda done... Like really done.

Nobody has any respect for me

Nobody cares

They say they do, Until they hate you.. Until they never reply.

I just want to disappear

nobody would miss me anyways.

[ashton.]

I could really use a pm...
from someone who's comfortable talking about gender identity stuff...

[quit-cs]

when you make a harmless comment about something on a youtube animation that shows in a metaphorical way how society is and someone starts arguing with you about how you're wrong and this is the last thing you need for your mental health

[cornspurrd.]

when you make a harmless comment about something on a youtube animation that shows in a metaphorical way how society is and someone starts arguing with you about how you're wrong and this is the last thing you need for your mental health

Thats happened to me too, I commented on somebody's speed art for an art contest something along the lines of "wow, this is amazing! You should definitely win, Or at least be a runner-up!. Apparently spelling something wrong will cause a gang of random kids dragging you down.

Just ignore them, They are full of poop.

[reanne]

I'm kinda done... Like really done.

Nobody has any respect for me

Nobody cares

I just want to disappear

nobody would miss me anyways.

i relate to this so much? i feel like such a burden and even when i stay in my own corner, people still come at me,
talk crap about me, disrespect me and i'm just? trying my best with no results
i want to dematerialize and just become a ghost and float around in the sky
i'm tired.

[deathbell]

Okay, so my family is moving across the country in the the spring because my dad recently found a job. He's currently looking for an apartment to temporarily live in while my mother and I stay at our current house until this year of classes has passed.
I'm excited to move because we'll be moving to a place that's generally better than where we are now, but there's also a university in that area that provides exactly the field of study I want to go into, as opposed to the current university I'm at where I just had to settle for something simple and not entirely related. The end of the year can't come soon enough, which is a problem. This university is terrible (at least when it comes to studying art). The teachers don't seem like they know what they're doing, there's so much unnecessary work that we're required to do and it's overwhelming me. I wouldn't really care about the amount of work but the fact that it's all completely unnecessary to anything at all just pisses me off. A side note, one thing that really annoys me is that while I'm here, I chose to study graphic design because it's somewhat close to my preferred field. I have a friend I see frequently because he's a photography major so he's also taking a lot of art classes. However, I am in two art classes that I know for a fact are below my skill level, and are below the skill levels of many others in the class. It’s all such basic stuff that I've learned already. My photography major friend,
who is in no way artistically inclined or has ever wanted to cultivate any type of artistic skill, is in a way more advanced class than me. It's just annoying that I'm not able to do what I want to do. Back to the original point, I had been stressing so much over multiple different things in the last few weeks during classes. After crying about it several times and talking with my mom, she mentioned something about not taking classes the second semester, and finally last night I came to the conclusion that I want to take my second semester here off because I'm honestly not learning anything whatsoever, the teachers are just going through the motions and telling me what to do but not really how or why, and it's infuriating. It would also just be best, given all the things we have to do in order to get ready to move. My parents are currently away looking at houses and I'm here alone, just going through my usual daily checklist. I mentioned through text to my mom last night that I had come to the conclusion that I'd take my second semester off, and she just responded saying basically that I can't just decide that. I find this overly frustrating, considering she was the one who even gave me this idea in the first place, and now she's saying I can't? I told her all of the reasons why,
like how the teachers aren't actually teaching, and some other personal reasons, but she just kept insisting I couldn't do that. I'm just at a loss right now. I do not want to end up wasting more time in classes that'll benefit me in no way whatsoever. I can't really stand the thought of going through another four or five months of essentially nothingness when it comes to my education, but apparently I'm not allowed to make my own decisions. I'm so tired, stressed, confused, and just have no idea what to do.

[cornspurrd.]

I am sooo sorry, I post here too much but I annoy my friends too much already.

Well, Right now I am crying. Again..

Everyone hates me

I hate me

my mom hates me

my sister hates me

I just wan't to be gone. I wan't to dissapear.

I don't want to live anymore

[ellie!]

if someone could please pm me? i hate to do this but i really need to vent

[christina.]

feeling awful...emotionally stunted? not there?

for the past month everything has been bad, but i say that about everh month. it doesnt get better. if it does it lasts a day or two and then im at rock bottom again with a shovel on my back. im at a rough patch again. it was like this last year and the year before. i have a lot on my plate and the emotional part isnt helping.

i dont know what to do. im scared