TheComfortCorner | V.7

[cloud cover]

i try so hard but in the end i'm never good enough

[tenshiiro]

I feel like my current best friend is drifting away from me. She has been one of the only people I know IRL that i trust, and i don't know why, but she's getting distant. i don't really know what I'm doing wrong, but i feel as if she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I dislike most of the other people at my school, so i'm scared that she won't like me anymore and i'll be alone.

[hellebore]

Don't want any of this. Everything is heavy. Everything hurts. I am losing.

[.Spaceman.]

I forget that this is the heavy price I will always have to pay
Funny, it feels like it was meant to be like this
But I will never forget why I'm doing it
Why I'm hurting
It's all worth it to me in the end

I can't help but still feel sad as I walk this road alone
It's a path meant for one person
I can't help but cry
But it makes a thousand smiles for every mile

Even if I don't know joy, they do


If someone could give me a hug, that'd be great.
I need to keep walking.

[Monomares]

i just need a hug..

[FooFarny]

I’m tired, she’s still not talking to me.. I think she over heard me wanting to move out.. now she’s making me keep the door open.. I’m really not coping and having a hard time dealing with all this. Could anyone I mean anyone please talk to me and maybe hug me?

[onion]

i cant sleep and i think ive reached the point where im not even tired anymore... yay

[SnakeScales]

coming out as gay to my mom tomorrow and i'm so so nervous
a pm would be nice, im so scared

[revvington]

Im seriously just done my "friend" blocked me for literally NO REASON, and they keep calling me and my other friend a weeb just because we like an anime that she doesn't. Honestly i just need someone to talk to.

[spooks.]

my older sister is such a freaking brat.
i accidentally left my pinterest longged in, so she had to log out of it.
when she was logging out of it, she saw that my udername on there was the same as the on i have on here.
"What are you, a stupid suburban white mom who names her kids things like mckleihla and braxton?"
to which i responded, ""why does it matter ot you? it's my pinterest, it doesn't even affect you."
then she just kept going on an on. "why the heck did you spelll it wrong? did you know you spelled it wrong?" (no, genius. i have no idea how to spell skeleton. i was totally unaware of my intentional spelling mistake, so thank you for so kindly pointing it out.)
i tried explaining that i spelled it wrong on purpose, because it's a nickname.
but she would not freaking shut up.
"it looks like you don't know how to spell."
"i don't care."
"why didn;y uo just spell it right?"
"because i didn't want to."
"Well it makes you look stupid.""
"your name looks stupid." (she uses her real name for her username of pinterest.)
"Well i just don't understand why you can't just spell it the right way!
why d you need to be a stupid hipster?!"
(i was honestly fighting back tears. who the heck does she think she is? i liked my old username. but she freaking ruined it for me. she is such a spoiled brat and i cannot wait until she moves out in the spring.)
so finally i just snapped. "fine, since apparently my username somehow affects you. i''ll change it. are you happy now? you got what you wanted. again."
\then she was like "no, you can keep it if you want to. i never said oyu have ot change it."
"oh, wow. thank you so much for granting me permission to keep it the way i wanted it."
*dripping with sarcasm*

she is such a freaking brat.
so i went to my settings and changed it. because apparently "skellytin"
is a "suburban white mom name that makes you look like you don't know how to spell."

today i looked at her pinterest. she used her real, full name. (and i'm the stupid one...)
and her profile picture was of herself with this ugly snapchat filter that puffs her face up, adds fake eyelashes, and puts a stupid bear nose on her.
and i'm the hipster??
miss i'm obsessed with snapchat and never shut up about my twelve boy friends???

also i made a dres a while ago, and it was way too small. if i lost a little bit of weight,
icould fit in it.
i was sending a picture of it to my friend, and my mom said "you want to try it on? you've probably lost some weight froma ll that running."
i'm too scared to try it on, because i know i haven tlost weight and i know it still wont fit.
so when i said "no, i dont want to try it on. i't'll still be too small."
my mom responded "do you want [sisters name] t try it on? it would probably fit her."

like, yes i would love dor my sister o wear the dres that i have been obsessing over.
i would love for her to effortlessly fit into it when i have been running for months and
i still don't fit into it.
to which my sister made the comment, "if it makes you feel any better, it would be huge on me."
yes, that definitely makes me feel better. tellig me that the dress i have been obsessively trying to lose weight for would be "huge" on you, is so freaking helpful and i totally appreciate you saying it. it made me feel sooo much better that you basically just said
i'm too fat for it, and you're too skinny.
that makes me feel great.

also when you brag about being able to eat complete crap, never exercise, and still
not gain any weight, that also makes me feel amazing.
especially because i have been obsessively watching what i eat, and i still managed to gain five pounds.
especially because i have been running every day since august, and is till havent lost any weight.
i just loooove hearing about how you "just can't seem to gainany weight!1!! lol!"

grr.