TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Azure Dreams]

Lately I just feel like I've been really paranoid about a lot of things. I'm afraid that everyone hates me and just won't say anything to my face. All of my friends from last year have just been kind of avoiding me and I'm not sure why. I feel like it's probably my fault though because I don't really talk to them and it's not because I'm upset or anything, it's more that I don't want to say anything stupid.

Meanwhile, my family situation hadn't been great either. My mom is around less and less and is less and less reliable. My sister's angry with her and I'm starting to see why.

I think I upset my friends online, a lot of them haven't talked to me in a while and I'm afraid I did something. I tried to make a new roleplay to cheer myself up but I forgot to join one of my friend's roleplays and now they're upset at me about because I took away people from their group and I didn't even join. Now I just don't feel like doing anything.

I don't feel like I can actaully talk to my friends about what's upsetting me though so I tend to just wait until I feel better and pretend like nothing happened and nothing really gets resolved and I'm just more upset the next time.

[arabella !!]

I got braces put on today.

Please save me. My teeth ache so much

I've had braces on, the pain will soon go away! Don't worry. <3

[slushy puppy]

the levels of generic on this is large but
I hate school so much
there are so many things wrong with it ughhhhhhhhh

i dont really wanna type anything lmao

[∘Raven∘]

I just need a hug. It’s been a really really rough day, and I don’t know what to do anymore.

[plecostomus enjoyer]

we broke up and as expected, the guilt trip has already started. i've been preparing for this so long that all i am is anxious since it's been a long time coming. i got so tired of being ignored and only being useful when something was needed from me.

[Reigncat]

I feel extremely guilty.

There was one user I PMed to try and help. They felt better and spilled their feelings but... I just stopped responding.

I really regret that and I'm not sure what to do to make it better.

I'd appreciate a PM about the situation.

[Akatsuki]

im so sad. I have to leave the school, my friends, and the teachers I like because no one can pick me up and my mom is running out of my mom to pay for the extended day care thing. I really really hate to leave the school. I dont want to go to another and start all over again. I mean, yay, I probably won't have people picking on me and the school is literally in my community so I can just walk home. But I dont want to leave my friends. There are so many that I like (as a frien) an I dont want to leave them. A close friend of mine is really sad that Im leaving. Specially since one our friends (we both know her) left to do home-school. Then leaving the state but thats a different story. I cant think of ways that I can stay. My dad can't since he was work and probably doesn't want to pick me and my sister every. single. day. And my grandma cant because my grandpa isnt feeling well so she's staying with him. She doesnt want to drive all the way to my house then allll the way back. My mom cant because she works and doesn't get off until 5 or so. And my school lets us out at 2 or 3. This might be my last week at the school...

leaving the school isnt helping my depression rn

[v1s10ns]

lol now i have another board warning. fun

[allister]

i'm having nightmares every night now

it's making it hard to sleep

im so tired.

don't really need a response, it's just 6am and have no one to tell ahah...

[itsumo90]

I hate having depression and social anxiety. I absolutely cannot talk to anyone and when I do I stutter and get flustered and sometimes I’m almost brought to tears. But unfortunately, a lot of my classes involve large group work and I’ve told my teachers that I don’t like working in groups, but they basically tell me that I’ll ‘get used to it.’ My parents, once again, say it’s just a side effect of my medication. I don’t need any more stress on top of what I have, I already come home and take a shower so I can cry in the bathroom where no one can hear or see me wallowing in my self-pity. I really wish people could understand how serious social anxiety and depression are, but unfortunately nobody around here believes in that and I have no friends to confide in. Just perfect. <3

i tried to pm you but it wont let me?