TheComfortCorner | V.7

[quit-cs]

it is 12:36 am and i am awake writing a rough draft of a paper

is this what college is like
or is it my unending procrastination
internal screaming

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my dog is awake and he's also just sorta been coming in and out of my room
is this what he normally does at night
does he just pop in and check on me (an others if he can) even if i dont look at him with a happy wagging tail

these are the thoughts of sleep deprived me

oh dear god i can hear him whimpering now he's gonna howl it's too early in the morning for this please for the love of god dont

dog no why
dog
no

please
spare me

no
n--

and he's howling = n =

oh god i paused my music cause i heard my gma get up and i thought i heard her coming in but when i saw my pupperino standing next to my bed looking at me like 'love meh pls' i was like oh

[Ekans]

Please, don't mind me. I just need to get this off my chest.

Lately, I've been spiraling back into the pit of mental insecurity that I fought so long to get out of.
I feel even more lost, even more insecure, even more anxious; who and what are figures of truth in
my life, and why can't I seem to distinguish them anymore?

My anxiety is catching up to me, and compliments just... don't seem to resonate. They bring self-
doubt instead of warm emotions. Maybe that's it; my low self esteem has finally turned from a sad,
pathetic joke to something that truly is tearing me down yet again. It's a beast that cannot remain tamed.

Whenever I try to tell others, a voice in my head tells me they'll look at me like a freak. They'll run
away and leave me here, stranded to deal with it once again with my heart poured out on the floor.
How can I mend a broken mind myself, if every attempt has ended back at square one?

I just wish I could find security and trust again.
I know this was a pointless and pitiful rant but.. I guess, I just feel alone, even though support is so close.
In fact, people have tried, but it must be that wall of self-doubt that won't let their help through.

[.Ranger.]

So some kid nearly splattered me in the parking lot ten minutes ago. I arrive at school and walk across the parking lot, he pulls around the corner going over thirty and nearly hits me. I was running to get outta there. I've never been that afraid, but I had to get it off my chest before I walk back in that parking lot to go home in two hours and forty minutes. ;-;

[pidge gunderson]

So some kid nearly splattered me in the parking lot ten minutes ago. I arrive at school and walk across the parking lot, he pulls around the corner going over thirty and nearly hits me. I was running to get outta there. I've never been that afraid, but I had to get it off my chest before I walk back in that parking lot to go home in two hours and forty minutes. ;-;

geez what a great way to start the day. sorry about that, Umbra, i can't imagine how terrified you must have been. sometimes i wonder why cares exist?? anyways i'm glad you're safe.

[uniiversally]

wth we're the ones woth the most damage and such in our neighborhood

like
it's not too bad

but i don't appreciate our neigjbors gawking at the tree over pur front door

[pidge gunderson]

wth we're the ones woth the most damage and such in our neighborhood

like
it's not too bad

but i don't appreciate our neigjbors gawking at the tree over pur front door

what a storm. i'm glad that you guys are safe but like same? my house is the only one around with a tree? we're tree buddies. yay.

[Demon.Princess]

Anyone want to talk about random stuff???
I just need more friends.....

[uniiversally]

wth we're the ones woth the most damage and such in our neighborhood

like
it's not too bad

but i don't appreciate our neigjbors gawking at the tree over pur front door

what a storm. i'm glad that you guys are safe but like same? my house is the only one around with a tree? we're tree buddies. yay.

ikr. i'm glad you guys and pretty much everyone else is safe as well.
yeah same? it's like
uh wow ok
but you've got more trees??
i swear at least 3 trees fell

tree buddies
woo

[cornspurrd.]

I have a tree in my pool, Idk how we are getting it out

[pidge gunderson]

I have a tree in my pool, Idk how we are getting it out

just keep your head up. you can call a tree service locally and they'll clean it up but if you want to do it yourself, just be extra careful, you may have to drain the pool first.