TheComfortCorner | V.7

[IQuit;;]

wow look who feels dead inside again. i thought i was getting better thanks guys you're great truly the best your support means the world to me!1! guess who feels worthless thx wow look who's selfish and awful and seemingly throwing himself a pity party . like i always seemingly do. im just a worthless lump who complains too much. its ok. i know im a stupid boy who doesnt know anything.
and R, (i hope so badly you read all this. i dont think you get it at all.) you hurt me so bad. i thought you were my friend. i trusted you and loved WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL you so much and it feels like you manipulated me. i'm fragile and you KNOW THAT WHAT ARE YOU DOING.
i feel so cheated and like you just forced poison down my throat. it feels right now like you're a snake but oh well my blind trust will probably return soon and i'll try and forget this because i am childish and try and see the good in everyone. i'm just stupid. im so desperate for acceptance and care that i cant find anywhere else that i'll beg for you to care about me because that's all i want i dont care about anything else because as long as you want to be around me that's all that matters. i thought you were my best friend and i was/am willing and ready to die for you to be happy. clearly that meant nothing to you. like you said, you werent there for friendship.
i want you to realize how much you hurt me right now. i always take things so hard and you can watch me blame myself for talking if you want.
blame me too actually. i'd make it somehow easier. it'd validate my feelings of worthlessness and validate my feelings of being a horrible person who doesnt deserve any kindness.
you made it even more clear i dont deserve good friends. look what i got. i got someone who never even cared. you and the others were my only friends in the entire world. MY ONLY FRIENDS. without you i have nothing. i have literally nothing in the entire world that i look forward to. i'd always look forward to the jokes and fun and meaningful (i guess only to me at least :3) things we would say together. i thought we had fun. just tell me how wrong i was please. tell me exactly how you feel about me because i dont want anymore hurt. this sucks.i want to say you suck too but i dont want it to be true. i dont want this to be real i want to wake up and be able to tell you about the awful dream i had. i want us to be able to laugh it off because you said something stupid and funny.do i just have a warped version of how we were or am i telling the truth i cant even tell anymore. back up go my walls and my trust issues get built further up.

[pereyra]

Wow guess who has the unhealthiest coping mechanism in the world?

It's me!!!!!

And guess who just got their heart broken literally because of said coping mechanism??

Also me!!!!!!!

Isn't being mentally ill Fun?!?!?!?! :D

[LokiToons]

Man, third night in a row I've talked myself into a mental breakdown. Maybe my methods aren't working that great. *sigh* back to square one.

[.-Tired-.]

I'm sick. I'm worried.

Usually I get a cold for a day or two then I'm
better.
But I've had this for nearly an entire month.
I think I'm getting better but I've missed four
days in the past two weeks of school.
I went on my graduation trip and got puking
sick by being over tired from hiking all day.
Now that was the only time I was puking.
But I've been really sick with a horrid cough
ever since.
And it's taking its toll on my physically,
mentally, and spiritually.
Now I'm not asking for medical advise.
Not in any way.
This is just a little rant I need to get off my
chest.
Literally.

[lilac sky]

I could really use someone to talk to, I need to get my mind off of a few things..

[Nolan]

Man, third night in a row I've talked myself into a mental breakdown. Maybe my methods aren't working that great. *sigh* back to square one.

I'm not the best at advice for this, but I hope you find a method that works for you! Better to try and fail than to not try at all, right?

I'm sick. I'm worried.

Usually I get a cold for a day or two then I'm
better.
But I've had this for nearly an entire month.
I think I'm getting better but I've missed four
days in the past two weeks of school.
I went on my graduation trip and got puking
sick by being over tired from hiking all day.
Now that was the only time I was puking.
But I've been really sick with a horrid cough
ever since.
And it's taking its toll on my physically,
mentally, and spiritually.
Now I'm not asking for medical advise.
Not in any way.
This is just a little rant I need to get off my
chest.
Literally.

I hope you feel better!

[✦ nemuri]

I am so scared. So so scared.

There's honestly nothing that will make me feel better, and I lowkey wish that my friend hadn't told me about it. Its sick, horrifying, and wrong. The fact that those people actually carried through with it....... I'm in shock.

[onion]

i miss my friend but hes a stranger now

[Blueberry]

I'm sick. I'm worried.

Usually I get a cold for a day or two then I'm
better.
But I've had this for nearly an entire month.
I think I'm getting better but I've missed four
days in the past two weeks of school.
I went on my graduation trip and got puking
sick by being over tired from hiking all day.
Now that was the only time I was puking.
But I've been really sick with a horrid cough
ever since.
And it's taking its toll on my physically,
mentally, and spiritually.
Now I'm not asking for medical advise.
Not in any way.
This is just a little rant I need to get off my
chest.
Literally.

That sounds awful! On occasion, I'll have a cold for around 3-4 weeks but its pretty rare. I'm sorry you couldn't enjoy your graduation trip to its fullest. All that aside: that's kind of concerning. That doesn't just sound like a common cold anymore. You should probably go to the doctors to be safe. I hope you feel better soon <3

[Raikki]

Why
Don't
You
Care
Anymore
God I'm trying to hard and you're so distant. I love you so much and it's just
It's hard on me too
Please stay safe